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The Pirate Trials

The Pirate Trails: How the death of Jean Hawkins Adam '66 and her Three Companions on the High Seeas has the Nation's Legal System Scrambling to Deal with a Long-Forgotten Scourge...

In November of 1718, the colonial governor of Virginia, Alexander Spotswood, received some disturbing news about an old nemesis.

The pirate known as Blackbeard was fortifying a beachhead in the Outer Banks of North Carolina. The governor there had granted Blackbeard a pardon on the promise of good behavior. But Spotswood smelled a rat. Without telling his neighbors, he personally bankrolled a flotilla of ships to root out the threat he saw to Virginia’s southern flank.

In the ensuing bloody and brutal battle, Blackbeard was killed. Fifteen of his crewmen were tried on piracy charges in Williamsburg, and most went to the gallows. On Spotswood’s orders, Blackbeard’s severed head was perched on a tall pole on a point at the confluence of the Hampton and James rivers, where it stood for years as a warning to would-be buccaneers and marauders.

The clash marked the beginning of the end of what was considered the golden age of piracy, when the real pirates of the Caribbean plundered the Atlantic coast and other points.

But now, the pirates are back.

It’s July 2011. Three young men dressed in gray prison garb shuffle into a federal courtroom in Norfolk, Va. They stand accused of hijacking a U.S.-flag vessel a half a world away and summarily executing the four Americans aboard while the military was attempting to negotiate their release. The dead include Jean Hawkins Adam ’66 and her husband Scott, the owners of a 58-foot sloop they called the Quest, and two friends.

Dusting off a statute that dates to the early 19th-century, prosecutors have charged the men with “piracy under the law of nations,” as well as kidnapping, hostage-taking and murder. Eleven of their shipmates have already pleaded guilty to piracy, which carries a mandatory sentence of life in prison. If convicted, the three alleged triggermen could face the death penalty.

The prosecution by the U.S. is a response to an eruption in modern day piracy in the Horn of Africa, where young Somali men have since the mid 2000s largely succeeded at holding the world at bay as they prey upon unarmed merchant ships and other vessels. In the lawlessness of Somalia, piracy has become an organized industry, institutionalized to the point where syndicates sell shares in planned attacks in exchange for a correspondent share of ransoms paid.

Despite heightened international awareness, and patrols from navies across the globe, the scourge has continued, largely unabated. While international law and treaties give countries the right to try pirates they capture in their own domestic courts, they have shown little disposition to do so except in cases that involve their own citizens or ships.

Accused pirates appear before a federal judge. (Courtroom sketches by Alba Bragoli.)

A few have resorted to an old-style sort of summary justice. In a 2010 case, Russian authorities, after apprehending 10 Somali pirates who had seized an oil tanker, decided to cast the suspects adrift in the Indian Ocean, in an inflatable boat. Without navigational equipment, the men likely perished.

But in the vast majority of cases, captured pirates are returned home. Suffering few consequences, they try again and again, a cycle that the United States has until recently helped perpetuate.

As a result, piracy continues to escalate. Attacks on the world’s seas rose 35 percent in the first half of 2011 compared with a year earlier, with Somali pirates accounting for the majority of incidents, according to the London-based International Maritime Bureau. At mid-year, Somali pirates were holding 20 vessels and 420 crew members from around the world, demanding ransoms in the millions, the bureau said.

“There is this race between the pirates and the international community, and progressively that race is being won by the pirates,” said Jack Lang, United Nations Special Adviser on Somali Piracy, in an address to the U.N. Security Council last January.

WHY AND HOW THE QUEST CASE landed here in southeast Virginia, an area rich in pirate lore and naval history (the Civil War battle of the ironclads Monitor and Merrimac was fought in the same waters that Spotswood’s men sailed a century before to go after Blackbeard) is in part an accident of history.

Two U.S. ships that pirates attacked in separate incidents in April 2010 while on patrol in the Gulf of Aden are part of the Norfolk-based Atlantic fleet, the largest naval operation in the world. The pair of attacks, nearly a year before the Quest incident and Jean Adam’s death, helped spur the U.S. government to get back into the business of trying foreign pirates on U.S. soil.

The federal judicial district that includes Norfolk has been the scene of a growing number of international cases in recent years, including a number involving alleged acts of terrorism. Because the district includes the Pentagon, it had jurisdiction over some of the first cases related to the 9/11 attacks. The district is also known as the “rocket docket” because of the speed with which judges move cases along, making it an ideal venue for a government looking to send a signal to the world that it is finally getting serious about piracy.

Last November, prosecutors here won the first piracy conviction in two centuries, against five Somalis in connection with the 2010 attack on the U.S. Navy frigate Nicholas. The last conviction under the federal piracy statute was in 1820, when Thomas Smith was convicted of plundering a Spanish ship from a private armed vessel he commandeered known as the Irresistible.

But the legal cases are not slam dunks. While it is one of the oldest laws on the books, the federal piracy statute is also one of the least used. That has lawyers on both sides plumbing the law books and ancient precedents in an attempt to discern the intent of Congress at a time when an infant U.S. Navy was trying to fend off pirate attacks on U.S. merchant vessels off the Barbary Coast of Africa. The two federal judges here that have had piracy cases have reached different conclusions about the scope of the law, and the issue is now before a federal appeals court.

THE ADAMS—she a dentist, he a film and TV producer in Hollywood—had retired and embarked and on a multi-year trip around the world. They were both highly skilled and experienced sailors, as well as people of faith. They delivered Bibles to residents of remote villages in the Fiji Islands and French Polynesia, among other exotic locales. After more than six years of roaming the globe together, however, they had decided to participate in an organized rally of ships for a leg of their journey from southeast Asia to the Mediterranean, in part for the added security it offered for the trek through the pirate-infested Gulf of Aden.

In January, the Adams joined the new group in Thailand, and took aboard two kindred spirits, Phyllis Macay and Bob Riggle of Seattle, who had been on another boat. Together, they passed through Galle, Sri Lanka and Cochin, India, making a brief refueling stop in Mumbai before heading across the Indian Ocean.

Next stop: Oman. “I have NO idea what will happen in these ports,” Jean had written on a website she had created to chronicle the adventure, “but perhaps we’ll do some local touring.”

They never made it that far.

Organizers for Blue Water Rallies have said the Quest chose to take “an independent route” from Mumbai to Oman, leaving the organized rally on Feb. 15. But family members question that account. Bill Savage ’64, Jean’s first husband, points out that both Jean and Scott were highly skilled sailors.

“There is nothing that they did that was spur-of-the-moment … or not carefully thought through,” he says. “The notion that they would leave the protection of a professionally established routing service to go off on their own … is not credible to the family.”

“It is sad to learn that the family doubt our account,” says Richard Bolt, a Blue Water director, in an email. “We steadfastly maintain our true version of events that the crew on Quest left Mumbai on their own, on a route of their own, which was not recommended by Blue Water Rallies Ltd.” He adds: “There were no members of the company present in Mumbai when this occurred and we can shed no further light on why they took their decisions.” Blue Water announced in March that it was suspending operations, citing the economic downturn and rising piracy in the Indian Ocean.

AROUND THE SAME TIME the Quest departed Mumbai, court documents allege, 19 men pushed off in a skiff from Xaafuun in northern Somalia looking for a merchant ship to snatch. Like many before them, they were young, with little or no schooling, and little or nothing to lose. They were provisioned with bags of beans and rice, barrels of fuel and the tools of the modern pirate’s trade: ladders for boarding larger vessels, a cache of weapons including AK-47 assault rifles and a rocket-propelled grenade launcher.

The onboard leader was a 33-year-old former Somali police officer, Mohamud Hirs Issa Ali, a first-time pirate looking for money to support his two wives, five children and a father in poor health, according to his lawyer, Jon Babineau of Norfolk. The ex-cop had approached a pirate boss in Somalia for a loan, but was persuaded to make a career change. “‘I will make you more money than you can imagine. You will never have to work again,’” Ali was told, Babineau says. “‘You can take care of all of your family. Just make one trip for me.’”

A motivated Ali assembled a crew and set out on his piratical voyage, the first order of business being to find a bigger boat. After two days at sea, he and his mates found one, hijacking a Yemeni fishing trawler.

Six days later, on Feb. 18, a few hundred miles off the coast of Oman, the paths of the Quest and the pirate ship converged. “My guy said he saw the big masts on the horizon and thought it was the mast of a merchant ship,” says Babineau. “They should have turned around and gone the other way. But they didn’t.”

The pirates commandeered the Quest, took their four hostages, and brought aboard their arms and equipment. They allowed the four Yemeni crewmates to take their trawler and leave. The pirates steered the Quest towards northern Somalia.

Defendant Mohamed Salid Shibin appears in court.

The first word of the hijacking broke within hours of the siege. Scott Adam had transmitted an emergency SOS to the other boaters in the rally, who apparently alerted nearby merchant ships. The U.S. Navy was soon on the case; news outlets around the world broke the story. A four-day, prime-time drama at sea began. Four warships from the Navy’s Fifth Fleet were re-routed to make contact with the pirates and try to negotiate the release of the hostages. According to court documents, the pirates insisted they would negotiate only when they had returned with the Quest to Somalia.

According to the Navy, on the morning of Feb. 22, a pirate later identified as “Basher” fired a rocket-propelled grenade in the vicinity of the U.S.S. Sterett, the lead ship trailing the Quest. The Navy said the move was unprovoked and a surprise, since two of the pirates had boarded the Sterett to negotiate. An eruption of small-arms fire from the yacht followed the rocket-propelled grenade. In response, a party of 15 Navy SEALs raided the Quest. Two pirates were killed. Two were found already dead, killed by fellow pirates as they attempted to shield the hostages from gunfire. Jean and Scott Adam and their two new friends from Seattle were found mortally wounded. Fifteen suspects were captured.

While not disputing that the pirates fired first, Babineau and other lawyers for the defendants contend that the Navy took steps that compounded the situation. They say the Navy refused to allow the two pirates who had boarded the Sterett to return to the Quest, which angered their cohorts. They also contend that the Navy SEALs were already in the water approaching the Quest as part of a middle-of-the-night rescue attempt when the pirates saw them and began firing.

“The Navy took them on the ship and said, ‘Now you are ours. We are not letting you guys go back,’” Babineau says. “Unfortunately, that started to escalate things.” A spokesman for the U.S. Naval Forces Central Command declined comment.

The suspects were jailed in a brig aboard the aircraft carrier Enterprise, another Norfolk-based vessel, where they were interrogated by FBI agents and housed for two weeks while a decision was made where to send them and what to charge them with. One of the suspects, a juvenile, was returned to his family.

The bodies of Jean, Scott, Phyllis and Bob were brought to the Enterprise, where an honor guard watched over their caskets for three days, according to Savage. A memorial ceremony was held on the deck of the carrier attended by several thousand sailors and officers in full dress before the bodies were flown back to the United States. The 14 prisoners were flown on a U.S. Air Force plane to Norfolk. The next day, a federal grand jury indicted them on piracy charges.

FOR CENTURIES, PIRATES were dealt with not in the courts, but at sea, summarily executed or cut adrift in a boat.

“Pirates were considered beyond the pale. They were outlaws. You could basically string them up … and nobody was going to ask any questions,” says Lindley Butler, a historian and author of the book, Pirates, Privateers, and Rebel Raiders of the Carolina Coast. They were universally condemned as “enemies of mankind,” attacking outside the territorial waters of states, without regard to the nationality of ships or crews, he says.

Blackbeard himself got something of a raw deal, Butler says, because the preemptive strike Gov. Spotswood launched was illegal. While he cultivated a murderous reputation, there is no evidence the infamous pirate ever actually murdered anyone, at least outside of combat, says Butler, who has participated in dives that have located artifacts from Blackbeard’s flagship, the Queen Anne’s Revenge, off the Carolina coast.

But due process for pirates also has a surprisingly long history.

In colonial America, accused pirates and necessary witnesses had to be shipped back to Britain for trial in admiralty court, as was the case with Captain William Kidd (who had made a fortune plundering French shipping as a privateer for the King of England until he got sideways with some of his colonial investors).

That changed in 1700 when Parliament authorized trials abroad before seven-member “commissions.” The statute provided explicit due process guarantees: commissioners had to swear an oath of impartiality, and defendants had explicit rights, including the right to produce witnesses. Under the law, any conviction as a pirate required either the testimony of two witnesses or a confession.

In 1819, relying on language in the Constitution that gave it the power “to define and punish piracies and felonies committed on the high seas,” Congress adopted a version of the British statute. The law authorized “public armed vessels” to seize “piratical vessels” and permitted trials of those who committed “the crime of piracy, as defined by the law of nations,” on the high seas, if they are “brought into or found in the United States.” This language remains essentially intact in the U.S. criminal code to this day.

Two centuries later, however, the scope of the law remains unsettled, in part because there have been so few piracy cases over the years. Before 2009, the last pirate trial in the U.S. involved the captain and 11 crew members of the Confederate vessel Savannah who were captured after attacking a Union warship in 1861 during the Civil War. The jury deadlocked.

Two judges here in Norfolk have come out differently on exactly what constitutes piracy in separate cases involving groups of Somali pirates that fired on the Nicholas and the U.S.S. Ashland, while the ships were patrolling the Indian Ocean in April 2010.

U.S. District Court Judge Raymond A. Jackson threw out the piracy charges against the group that fired on the Ashland, an amphibious landing ship, ruling that the definition of piracy in the federal law must be limited to the definition understood at the time the law was enacted—in 1819—when piracy was limited to robbery on the high seas. Since the attack on the Ashland was unsuccessful—no robbery took place and the pirate ship was destroyed after the Ashland returned fire—the judge dismissed the piracy charge.

But Judge Mark S. Davis of the same federal district court reached the opposite conclusion in the Nicholas case. He held that the original law was written in broad enough terms that Congress must have intended that the meaning of piracy would evolve over the years. Piracy today, he ruled, unquestionably covers attacks on the high seas that do not include the taking of hostages or goods.

Davis cited a 1958 convention adopted by the United Nations Law of the Sea that incorporates a sweeping definition of piracy to include “any illegal acts of violence, detention or any act of depredation.” Davis ruled that the attack on the Nicholas could be prosecuted as piracy. The five defendants were subsequently convicted in a trial last November, and sentenced to life in prison.

Federal public defenders representing some of the accused pirates have criticized Davis’s reasoning. By referring in the original statute to piracy “under the law of nations,” their argument goes, Congress meant to include only crimes that were rooted in natural law, and were thus immutable.

The idea that law comes from a transcendent authority has long been in disrepute. But the intent of the writers and thinkers of that era is still relevant in understanding what Congress had in mind when it came to piracy, the lawyers contend. They have cited such authorities as Samuel Johnson’s Dictionary of the English Language and the works of 17th-century theorist and philosopher Hugo Grotius as proof that piracy had a limited meaning.

Other legal experts say both law and common sense militate against defining piracy narrowly. “A legitimate Somali fisherman might carry one AK-47 for protection,” says David Glazier, a professor at Loyola Law School in Los Angeles, and a specialist in international law. “But a legitimate fisherman does not carry boarding ladders, rocket-propelled grenade launchers and a dozen AK-47s.” Any vessel found in international waters with that kind of gear should be presumed a pirate vessel, and anyone on board should be presumed a pirate, Glazier says.

A federal appeals court in Richmond heard arguments on the Nicholas case this fall. A defeat would be a blow to the U.S. anti-piracy effort, although it would not be expected to affect cases such as the Quest where the perpetrators succeeded in actually commandeering a vessel and the people on board.

TRUE TO THE COURT’S “rocket docket” reputation, the government secures agreements with 11 of the defendants in the Quest case to plead guilty to piracy and hostage-taking, barely two months after they land in the United States.

The price is a steep one: the deals mean each faces a mandatory life sentence, but they also avoid the possibility of being tried on murder-related charges that could bring the death penalty.

The interrogations have already yielded one central figure, a man named Mohammad Saaili Shibin, an onshore operator based in Somalia and experienced negotiator in piracy cases, whose specialty is divining the ransom value of hostages on the Internet.

The government alleges that, the day before they were killed, Shibin was doing research on the Americans to identify family members he could contact about a ransom. He was also to have been the point man in negotiations with the Navy if the hostages had made it back to Somalia alive. Shibin was arrested in Somalia in early April, following a joint U.S. military-FBI investigation.

Besides piracy charges related to the taking of the Quest, Shibin is also charged with acting as a negotiator in the case of a German vessel that was pirated in May 2010, and with extracting from the owners of the ship a ransom that was dropped from an aircraft into the ocean for the pirates to retrieve. The charges related to the German hijacking are among the first the U.S. has charged against a foreigner for piracy where neither the hostages nor the vessel had connections to the United States.

On July 20, the three accused triggermen in the Quest case are arraigned on murder charges before a magistrate judge in a Norfolk courtroom that is filled with lawyers, the bulk of whom represent the defendants. A superseding indictment alleges that the three “intentionally shot and killed” the four Americans “without provocation.” Their 11 co-conspirators have agreed to testify against their fellow pirates in exchange for leniency.

Mohamud Hirs Issa Ali in federal court.

“We have 11 cooperating witnesses in this case,” Benjamin L. Hatch, the lead prosecutor, says at the hearing. One of them is the former Somali cop who convinced prosecutors that he was ousted as the leader of the group before the firing began and did not participate in the shootings. Hatch also reveals that the Navy has video of the events surrounding the hostage ordeal that could be introduced into evidence at a trial.

The Quest itself, the government says in a court filing, has returned to the United States after being sailed to Djibouti by the Navy after the attack. It is to remain in the custody of the Navy, a crime scene made available for defense lawyers to inspect at the Naval Base in Norfolk, until the end of September. After that, arrangements are to be made to return the yacht to the Adams’ family.

With little or no ability to read and write, the defendants have the indictments read to them by translators. Polite, clean-shaven and quietly defiant, they each profess their innocence.

“This is not a crime I have committed,” Shani Nurani Shiekh Abrar, at 29, the oldest of the three, says through a translator. “It is just an allegation. I have never killed anyone.” Abrar is also charged with firing a warning shot over the head of Scott Adam, and ordering him, through another pirate who spoke some English, to tell the Navy that if they came closer the Americans would be killed.

The prosecutors agree to put off further proceedings until April. Among other things, the government needs to go through a process at the Justice Department to decide whether it will ask for the death penalty if the men are convicted. The chances are considered good that such a request will be approved; the prosecution has recently added a lawyer to its team who won the last death penalty verdict in Virginia, in a murder-for-hire plot that resulted in the death of a Navy officer.

The defense lawyers—who will have the right to appear before Justice to argue against death—say they need time to prepare. Some have started contacting private investigators with contacts in Somalia who may be able to find out mitigating information about their clients they could use to argue against death. But for now the lawyers are operating with a blank slate.

“This case is so much different than anything we are used to facing,” says Stephen Hudgins, a lawyer for Abrar.

In his office in Alexandria, Va., Neil H. MacBride, the U.S. Attorney for the Eastern District of Virginia, says he hopes such prosecutions will send a message about the resolve the U.S. now has for dealing with piracy, as well as provide a degree of closure to families of the victims.

“It is our hope that stiff sentences will get the attention of would-be pirates, and stop the attacks,” he says in an interview. “Piracy is a dangerous, deadly business. My kids love Pirates of the Caribbean, but that swashbuckling, romanticized notion of Hollywood movies bears no resemblance to the cases that we are seeing today.”

SIDEBAR:

OFF ON ANOTHER ADVENTURE: a brief biography of Jean Hawkins Adam ’66

The day before she died at the hands of Somali pirates, Jean Hawkins Adam ’66 wrote a short letter to her two grown sons, Brad and Drew. On a sheet of yellow legal paper, Jean told them she didn’t know how the situation was going to turn out, but she wanted them to know that she and Scott loved each other, had had wonderful lives and were doing exactly what they wanted to be doing, according to their father and Jean’s first husband, Bill Savage ’64.

Having the presence of mind to pen that succinct letter was very much in character for Jean, who was always focused and had a tremendous ability to get things done, says Savage.

Born in 1944 and raised primarily in Indio, Calif., Jean made it through Pomona through work and scholarships. Savage remembers the time a classmate asked Jean how she was able to take part in all the social events while everyone else had their noses to the grindstone. “She very blithely looked up and said ‘I learned how to study and pay attention in class,’” recalls Savage.

The pair wed in 1965. While Savage finished his M.B.A. at The Wharton School at the University of Pennsylvania, Jean took a position with an anthropologist studying early childhood cranial bone development, which sparked her interest in dentistry. The couple returned to California, and Jean went on to dental school at UCLA, establishing a practice in Santa Monica. She became involved in the California Dental Association, American Dental Association and the California State Board of Dental Examiners, for which she served as president for two terms.

Jean was widely admired and well liked, says Savage, adding that the one “exception would be people uncomfortable with women in positions of power and influence.” No matter: “She would just plow right through them like a steamroller,” recalls Savage. “That was Jean. Enormous focus. Enormous ability to execute.”

Even after they divorced in 1991, Jean and her ex-husband remained friends and spent holidays together with the boys.

Through the years, Jean also remained close with a group of four other Pomona classmates, who called themselves the Sagechicks. Her decisive, outspoken side was balanced by her “inclusive and caring and very giving” nature, says Jackie Showalter ’66, who recalls that Jean would provide free dental work to low-income kids.

Jean had taken up piano and she would host “talent nights” at her home to give friends a chance to perform. She had a distinctly ebullient laugh. “You knew it was Jean” when you heard it, says Showalter.

There was depth as well. “A key thing for my memory of Jean in college, religion was very important to her,” says Showalter. “She would do her devotional every evening.         I remember her sitting on her bed and doing her Bible reading.”

When Jean met Scott Adam in the mid-’90s, both were already avid boaters. After they wed, they took their journeys to more distant waters. Jean got her captain’s license and their 58-foot sloop, Quest, logged more than 200,000 miles as the couple sailed the globe for adventure and to deliver Bibles to remote places. Jean was constantly updating the Quest website (still at www.svquest.com) and emailing updates to friends. “You would open it with anticipation,” says Margaret Haberland Noce ’66.

Noce also recalls Jean’s enthusiasm when she joined the couple on excursions to places such as Catalina and Santa Cruz islands. “She would say ‘OK, we’re off on another adventure,’’’ says Noce. “And we were. You always learned something when you were with Jean.” —Mark Kendall

How It Happened Again

How it Happened Again: Pomona College Curator Rebecca McGrew '85 and the Making of It Happened at Pomona...

Rebecca McGrew '85 in the recreation of Tom Eatherton's "Rise."

First came the stories. Wild tales of artistic feats that transformed Pomona College’s tranquil campus into a hotbed of avant-garde action some 40 years ago.

Then curiosity took over. Could the stories be true? If so, why did all that creative energy explode at that particular time and place? And why was it extinguished? Rebecca McGrew ’85, senior curator of the Pomona College Museum of Art, could only listen to so many recollections before investigating a chapter of college history that had acquired mythic status in the minds of alumni artists. If nothing else, she had to sort out the facts.

The result was a four-year project that has culminated in It Happened at Pomona: Art at the Edge of Los Angeles 1969-1973, the most ambitious exhibition ever undertaken by the museum. The three-part show, organized by McGrew and Glenn Phillips, a contemporary art specialist at the Getty Research Institute, will fill the museum throughout the entire 2011-12 academic year. Developed as part of Pacific Standard Time: Art in L.A. 1945-1980—an enormous collaborative exploration of Southern California art history initiated by the Getty Foundation—Pomona’s exhibition will be enhanced by an authoritative catalog and a performance series.

Viewed from the mountain of research done by McGrew and her colleagues, Pomona’s flash of radical brilliance is astonishing. In the catalog, scholar and critic Thomas Crow ’69 writes that the art created and presented at the College from 1969 to 1973 may have been “as salient to art history as any being made and shown anywhere else in the world at that time. Then a quiet, socially conservative college … the Pomona campus attracted some of the most distinctive artists working anywhere in the world. It also gave them, for that brief historical moment, an exceptionally sympathetic platform and showcase that succeeded in inflecting the terms of serious art making across a vastly wider terrain.”

It’s a period when a confluence of sharply focused faculty, curators, visiting artists and students produced ground-breaking installations, performance art pieces and other innovative projects that paralleled or foreshadowed developments in Los Angeles and beyond. Mowry Baden ’58, a widely admired but under-recognized artist, chaired the Art Department, and two forward-thinking curators, Hal Glicksman followed by Helene Winer, organized exhibitions by young local artists who bridged the gap between Post-Minimalist and Conceptual art.

As creative forces in the art world, they were more interested in ideas, performances and experiments with light, space and sound than static objects. The work of luminaries such as Michael Asher, Lewis Baltz, Jack Goldstein, Robert Irwin and Allen Ruppersberg inspired Pomona students who would also become renowned artists, including Chris Burden ’69, Judy Fiskin ’66, Peter Shelton ’73 and James Turrell ’65.

But the aberrational moment ended without being fully recorded. McGrew’s primary source was a mental archive, mostly composed of stories. There was one about Burden tossing lighted matches at a nude woman in a performance watched on a video monitor; another about Asher reconfiguring the galleries into a mind-altering environment, open 24 hours a day; and another about Ron Cooper setting up an electromagnet to drop a heavy ball bearing on a sheet of glass. McGrew also heard about experiments with water, balloons and fireworks. But the most frequently—and variously—told tale concerned Wolfgang Stoerchle, who got naked and urinated during a performance at the museum. The event was said to have cost Winer her job, provoking the studio art faculty to resign in protest.

Students take in a light sculpture by Robert Irwin, similar to the one he installed at Pomona's Museum of Art in 1969.

“James Turrell, Peter Shelton, Mowry Baden and Barbara Smith all talked about this crazy time and the notorious performance that became such a big thing,” McGrew said, recalling conversations with artists over a decade or so during preparations for exhibitions of their work at the museum. “It was so intriguing; I thought I would dig into it. But when I started looking through files, there was a much bigger story about the radical art being made at Pomona and how that happened.” What she didn’t know was how complicated it would be to reconstruct. 

McGrew officially began her quest in the fall of 2007, when she applied for a Curatorial Research Fellowship from the Getty Foundation. Her proposal was accepted, but before she began a three-month stint of traveling and interviewing, the Getty invited the museum to apply for a research grant for an exploration of Los Angeles art history. That program led to another round of grants, enabling dozens of museums and educational   institutions to develop the exhibitions in Pacific Standard Time.

“I was going to proceed with this project regardless,” McGrew says, “but Pacific Standard Time allowed us to expand. It gave us funds to assemble a research team, work with Hal and Helene, travel for interviews with artists, buy digital recorders and have the interviews transcribed. We talked to everyone we could. The catalog has texts for all 29 artists in the exhibition. Some of the interviews were 20,000 words. They had to be cut down to 3,000 or 4,000 words for publication, but we kept some of the more anecdotal stories because they are just fascinating.”

Hap Tivey ’69, for example, says that he “wanted to be an artist who didn’t make something that would be commodified. The whole idea then was that art was not a thing, art was an experience.” His Fire Arch, made with Turrell for a theatrical nighttime event dreamed up by Professor Dick Barnes ’54 and staged in the quarry east of the campus, was an enormous structure illuminated by red phosphorous flares and blue carbon arc searchlights. “You walked through a shimmering red fire and heard the amplified sound of all those flares hissing,” Tivey recalls. “It was like walking through the entrance of hell. Two thousand people wandered through an atmosphere of churning red light with this huge blue bar behind it, which was Jim’s two carbon arc searchlights, facing each other. There was about half a mile of beam across the top of the pit.”

Another artist, Tom Eatherton, muses about Rise, his meditative light environment consisting of incandescent bulbs, two layers of nylon diffusion material and a wood support structure, inaugurated at Pomona in 1970 and reconstructed for the first segment of the exhibition. “All we needed was a little negative air pressure behind where the lights were,” he says. “The air goes through the cloth front surface, which is this beautiful nylon, but it does not go through the plastic behind. It makes a big balloon, a big tube that goes all the way around that curve. Nobody can see that. All they can see is the quality of light, and people go up to that cloth and … it’s moving. I mean I wasn’t trying to trick anybody. But an old girlfriend of mine took her 6-year-old son to Rise, and he reached down to feel the floor he was standing on, to see if it was there.”

Throughout the project, McGrew often felt like a detective—digging up facts, comparing stories and finding artworks. And it wasn’t easy. Glicksman shared his rich archive of photographs and documentation of his year at Pomona, 1969-70. But Winer’s records were sketchier and memories fade. Even coming up with a comprehensive list of exhibitions and their contents was daunting.

“Our files were so slim,” she says. “In some cases there wasn’t a checklist of works in an exhibition. For John McCracken [who died in 2011], we could never verify. We know he had a show [in 1971] because there was a press release. We know that he showed three works, but he had no recollection of what three works. All we have is a photograph of a long, horizontal red piece, which we published in the catalog.” In the exhibition, the artist is represented by Black Resin Painting I, a polyester-on-plywood work borrowed from the Orange County Museum of Art.

Hal Glicksman's time as director of Pomona's Museum of Art, from 1969 to 1970, is the focus of part 1 of the exhibition.

She also had a hard time tracking down examples of work by sculptor David Gray, who taught at Pomona from 1967 to 1973 and died in 2001. “I finally found that his ex-wife, who taught art at Claremont High School for decades after they moved here from Wisconsin, was still living in town,” McGrew says. “She had a 12-by-16-inch sculpture, made around 1971, that had been in their garden for decades. It was completely rusted, with holes in it. But we found a conservator to refinish it. It’s just beautiful.” Another piece, made of welded steel, lacquer, chrome plate and flock, turned up at the Music Center in Los Angeles. And after the catalog had gone to press, a long forgotten trove of photographs of Gray’s work appeared. McGrew was distraught, but now she views the belated discovery as the beginning of another project. “One of our goals is to bring the work of the lesser known artists to light,” she says.

Locating the right paintings by another faculty member, Guy Williams, who died in 2004, was yet another challenge. Old friends remembered particularly beautiful works made during his Pomona years, but it took a long time to find a fine example in a private collection whose owner agreed to lend. Then McGrew got a call from the artist’s grandson, saying that he had found another one in a storage unit. It was too late to include a reproduction of the painting in the catalog, but it will be in the exhibition.

As for what actually went on at Stoerchle’s performance and how that event related to Winer’s departure, some questions have been answered and others remain.

McGrew thought she had struck gold when a videotape labeled Pomona Performance turned up in the Wolfgang Stoerchle archive at the Getty Research Institute. “We were so excited because people recounted different versions of the peeing thing,” she says. “John White remembers Wolfgang shooting diamonds out of his foreskin. Other people said he was standing there trying to get an erection. They were conflating different performances. We thought we had found this wonderful thing that would show us what happened. All there was on the video was footage of him urinating, but we are going to show that on a little monitor because it was such a pivotal thing.”

Phillips, the contemporary art specialist, provides a more complete account in the catalog. Stoerchle started his five-part performance in March 1972 with an illusion of levitation, thanks to a strategically placed mirror. Then an assistant pulled a rug out from under him, causing the artist to fall on the floor, where he shed his clothes and stuck a toothpick up his nose to provoke a sneezing attack. “With each sneeze, he moved closer to a vertical position,” Phillips writes. “Finally, he moved back to the edge of the carpet, and urinated on the carpet in a series of short spurts.”

McGrew discovered that tales of Winer’s dismissal as an immediate consequence of the performance were untrue. But at the end of the academic year, her contract was not renewed. Stoerchle’s night at the museum was one of several issues—including her refusal to pour at a faculty tea—“that caused the administration some discomfort,” as Winer puts it.

In a catalog essay, McGrew writes that “one of the common outcomes of the turmoil of the late ’60s was the desire to return to conservative and traditional values in the arts, as well as in the wider social context.” David Alexander became the College’s president in 1969, in a tumultuous cultural climate. “Almost because of the turmoil at the time, the Art Department could slip through and do a lot of things,” McGrew says. “I think David Alexander was fed up with the Art Department because the artists were pushing boundaries and taking advantage. It was difficult for Pomona, fundamentally a traditional place, to really embrace that.”

Lloyd Hamrol makes a few final adjustments to the recreation of his "Situational Construction for Pomona College."

The challenge of crafting a coherent exhibition on such a complex topic was probably greater than doing the research. After considering many possibilities, McGrew’s team came up with a three-part show: the first focusing on Glicksman’s program of artists’ residencies and projects; the second, on exhibitions during Winer’s curatorial tenure; and the third, on the work of faculty and students.

“This is a tiny museum,” McGrew says. “If we had the space of the Museum of Contemporary Art or the Los Angeles County Museum of Art, we would do this as one big show. It would probably be better that way, but we didn’t want to cram it in. With a staff of six, it’s been a huge, huge project for us, figuring out what works to show and where they would fit. But all the artists, gallerists and collectors have been so helpful and generous in lending material.”

In terms of installation, the first segment of the exhibition was most difficult because Glicksman worked with artists who produced phenomenologically-oriented abstract sculpture and environments. Initially, McGrew hoped that Asher would recreate his piece, which would have occupied a large portion of the gallery space, but he decided to do a new, conceptually related work, which takes up no space at all. The untitled piece consists of leaving the museum open continuously until Nov. 6, when the first show closes. That called for additional security and adjusting light levels to avoid damaging works on display. But Asher’s plan left room to recreate Eatherton’s Rise and Lloyd Hamrol’s Situational Construction for Pomona College, an installation of balloons, lead wire, plastic sheeting, water and colored light.

Winer concentrated on artists who adapted experiences associated with Minimalist and Post-Minimalist sculpture to performance art, video and conceptual photography. Part 2: Helene Winer at Pomona will include works by John Baldessari, Joe Goode, William Leavitt and William Wegman that grapple with meanings of art. Part 3: At Pomona will offer a broader view of the artistic community at the College and show how the programs organized by Glicksman and Winer contributed to a dynamic creative environment. 

In the end, McGrew says, an inquiry that started with stories shifted its emphasis to “honoring and recognizing the careers of Hal Glicksman and Helene Winer and their phenomenal achievements and then to the artists who were here, the great faculty and students, and how it all coalesced. It was one of those key moments when things just jelled.”

SIDEBAR:

It Happened at Pomona: Art at the Edge of Los Angeles 1969-1973

This three-part exhibition at the Pomona College Museum of Art, running throughout the 2011-12 academic year, will document a transformative moment for art history that occurred on campus between 1969 and 1973. The exhibition is part of the Getty Foundation’s Pacific Standard Time: Art in L.A. 1945–1980, a collaboration of more than 60 cultural institutions across Southern California to tell the story of the birth of the Los Angeles art scene and how it became a major new force in the art world.

Part 1: Hal Glicksman at Pomona
Aug. 30–Nov. 6, 2011

Focusing on 1969-70, when Hal Glicksman was curator/director of the museum, this exhibition features works by Michal Asher, Lewis Baltz, Judy Chicago, Ron Cooper, Tom Eatherton, Lloyd Hamrol and Robert Irwin.

 Part 2: Helene Winer at Pomona
Dec. 3, 2011–Feb. 19, 2012

This exhibition focuses on the cutting-edge curatorial programs that Helene Winer presented at the museum from 1970-72, including works by Bas Jan Ader, John Baldessari, Chris Burden ’69, Gervan Elk, Jack Goldstein, Joe Goode, Hirokazu Kosaka, William Leavitt, John McCracken, Ed Moses, Allen Ruppersberg, Wolfgang Stoerchle, William Wegman and John White.

Part 3: At Pomona
March 10–May 13, 2012

This exhibition focuses upon the vibrant atmosphere for the arts created on the Pomona campus by the exhibitions organized by Glicksman and Winer, featuring works by Mowry Baden ’58, Lewis Baltz, Michael Brewster ’68, Chris Burden ’69, Judy Fiskin ’66, David Gray, Peter Shelton ’73, Hap Tivey ’69, James Turrell ’65 and Guy Williams.

Performance at Pomona
Jan. 21, 2012, 4:30 to 6:30 p.m.

This Saturday afternoon event consists of three performance pieces by artists representing each of the three segments of the It Happened at Pomona exhibition.

  • A Butterfly for Pomona: A new pyrotechnic performance by Judy Chicago (Merritt Field), based on her Atmosphere performances of the early 1970s.
  • Burning Bridges: A recreation of James Turrell’s  flare performance (Bridges Auditorium).
  • Preparation F: A 1971 performance by John M. White involving the College’s football team (Memorial Gymnasium, Rains Center).

More information: www.pomona.edu/museum

A Romp Through Time

A Romp Through Time: John Stephens '94 and The Emerald Atlas

John Stephens ’94 grew up reading fantasy literature, devouring both the classics such as J.R.R.Tolkien’s The Hobbit and just about any well-worn, paperback sci-fi novel he could find. He read them all and dreamed of writing one of his own someday. So when Stephens decided to delve into the genre, pulling double-duty with his daytime job as a television writer, he knew the tropes of fantasy literature better than most. And he was determined both to tweak them and bring his own voice to The Emerald Atlas, the first novel in what will eventually become a children’s fantasy trilogy.

“Of course, tweaking those tropes is easier said than done,” Stephens says, laughing. “But you have to address that from the outset, particularly with the fantasy genre, because fantasy stories come from fairy tales and we all know the tropes of fairy tales—the evil queen, the damsel in distress—so well. Everyone grew up reading them and watching them in Disney movies, so they’re square in your mind the minute you start reading fantasy literature.”

Given the reception that has greeted Atlas since its April release, Stephens seems to have succeeded in contributing his own witty, modern sensibility to the genre. The Wall Street Journal praised the book, writing that a “great story is all in the telling, and in The Emerald Atlas the telling is superb.” The School Library Journal gave it a starred review, saying, “Echoes of other popular fantasy series, from Harry Potter to the Narnia books, are easily found, but debut author Stephens has created a new and appealing read that will leave readers looking forward to the next volumes in this projected trilogy.”

Atlas tells the tale of three children—14-year-old Kate, 12-year-old Michael and 11-year-old Emma—who discover an odd blank book which magically transports them back 15 years in time, plopping them in the middle of a battle royale between a beautiful, evil witch and a kind wizard. The children soon grasp that they have the power to change the course of history and find out the truth behind the sudden disappearance of their parents.

“I really tried to get to a different level of emotional reality for the three main kids,” Stephens says. “If you read the Narnia books, the emotions of the kids are really flat. It’s not like the Pevensie children are all that fleshed out, at least not in the way we expect today. You don’t get inside their emotions or how they really feel. Kids reading today want to really identify with children’s characters and you do that through the specificity of their emotions. That’s what I thought I could bring to the table.”

Stephens’ love for the otherworldly predates the decade he spent writing and producing television shows like Gilmore Girls, The O.C. and Gossip Girl, springing from the evenings when his father read The Hobbit to him as a young boy. During a leisurely conversation on the front porch of his American Craftsman home in Hollywood’s Beachwood Canyon community, Stephens recalls later re-reading the book on his own when he was 12, calling it a formative experience that shaped the rest of his creative life.

“Tolkien creates the kind of reading experience I like, one that takes you on a grand adventure into another world,” Stephens says. It’s mid-afternoon and 39-year-old Stephens, trim and boyish, his face framed by rectangular glasses, is enjoying a cup of fresh-brewed coffee, something of a necessity for a man who typically begins his work day at 4:30 in the morning. His wife, Arianne Groth ’94, and 13-week-old son, Dashiell, are napping inside.

After graduating from Pomona, Stephens spent a year abroad and then went home to Virginia, earning his M.F.A. from the University of Virginia. But what he learned at graduate school didn’t mesh particularly well with his natural skill set. “Nothing will teach you not to want to write fiction like getting your M.F.A.,” Stephens jokes. Translation: His interest in writing grand adventure stories ran contrary to his program’s emphasis on focusing on life’s small epiphanies.

Shortly after graduating, as he was watching the NBC hit medical drama ER on television one night, Stephens thought, “You know … somebody writes this stuff.” And with just that one thought in his head (and a lifelong love for movies and TV), he packed the car and moved to Los Angeles. Stephens’ one contact in town set him up with a manager, and he spent a year and a half writing coverage—that is, assessing and grading scripts—and doing a bit of journalism. Stephens then wrote a couple of spec scripts, which landed him an agent and a meeting with Gilmore Girls creator Amy Sherman-Palladino.

“She asked me to tell her about my favorite shows and I spent the next 45 minutes talking about Buffy the Vampire Slayer,” Stephens recalls. “I walked out of there thinking, ‘Well, that was a disaster.’” Nope. Stephens wrote for the well-regarded comedy-drama for four seasons before moving over to The O.C. Around the time he changed jobs, Stephens read The Golden Compass, the first novel in Philip Pullman’s His Dark Materials trilogy. Getting caught up in this great fantasy-adventure reawakened his desire to create one of his own. “It was like that Proustian moment: ‘Oh yeah, this is it. This is the thing I like doing,’” Stephens says.

Stephens spent four years writing The Emerald Atlas in the early morning hours before leaving for his television day job. “John has a deep love of writing,” Stephens’ friend and Gossip Girl co-creator Stephanie Savage says. “It’s what he does. So for him to write in different forms—for different audiences—only makes sense. It wouldn’t surprise me if he wrote a Broadway musical, a true crime thriller or an epic poem someday.”

But his choice of children’s fantasy was fortunate, since the genre is still booming, even in the post-Harry Potter era. In 2010, a year before the book’s publication, Publisher’s Weekly reported that Atlas created “the biggest buzz” at the Bologna Children’s Book Fair, the annual international event at which rights to children’s books are sold. (In Stephens’ case, there was such strong interest that Knopf had snapped up the rights to the trilogy in an auction just before the fair was held.) PW also noted that the book got a big promotional push, including movie theatre advertising, and Atlas landed on The New York Times children’s bestsellers list in the spring.

Bookstore owner Maureen Palacios “fell in love” with Atlas after getting an advance copy, and she recalls later reading the first two or three pages to a group of elementary school students visiting her Once Upon A Time bookshop in Montrose, Calif. When she shut the book, “you could hear a pin drop,” she says. And later “their parents were calling begging me for the book. We sold out that day.”

So Stephens has an audience—and two more books to finish. He’s been working full-time for the past year on the second book, which is set to be published mid-2012. “The first book, you write for yourself,” says Michelle Frey, Stephens’ editor at Knopf. “Now you’ve got a bunch of people waiting for the next one. It’s a big difference.”

And, at times, Stephens says, a pretty big struggle. Before writing The Emerald Atlas, Stephens sketched an outline for the entire trilogy. He marked the big signposts, but he didn’t want to fill in too many details, fearing that too much planning would result in flat, programmed writing. “You read books that feel too outlined,” Stephens says, “books that read like screenplays. I wanted to know where I was going, but I like the journey to be part of it, too.”

However, Stephens found that as that journey progresses through three books, it becomes more about “getting the math right” and less about the thrill of discovering the characters. “With the second book especially, I’m conscious of what’s happening in the third book and not wanting to paint myself into a corner,” he says. “I have to make things happen where I’m not up against the eight ball in the third one and have to fight my way out.”

When he finishes writing the third book next year, Stephens would like to return to his old job, believing there’s a “great, balanced career out there,” one in which he could both develop television projects and write novels. “I’m not temperamentally suited to spend the next 15 years by myself in a room,” Stephens says. “At a certain point, you can take a year off a show business career fairly easily. People figure, ‘Oh, a creative hiatus.’ You take two or three years off and people wonder if you’re in a Tibetan monastery or a really intense rehab program. So, yes, it’s a big commitment. You hope the books work out and, if they don’t, that the career is still there when you get back.”

SIDEBAR: Time travel in Theory and Practice

After John Stephens ’94 finished the first draft of The Emerald Atlas, he handed it to his agent, who immediately asked: “So what theory of time travel are you using?” Stephens’ reply: “Well … uh … the one I’m making up.”

That answer didn’t pass muster, so Stephens began to research the different time travel theories frequently used in fiction. He found three common models. In multiverse time travel, featured recently in the mind-bending, sci-fi TV show Heroes, those going back and changing the past create a new branch of time.

At the other end of the spectrum is what’s called the predestination paradox, where a time traveler’s action in the past can wind up causing the historical event they’re investigating. J.K. Rowling employed that method in Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, the third novel in her blockbuster series.

And then there’s the theory that Stephens wound up using in The Emerald Atlas, the idea of a single, changeable time stream that ripples and shifts every instance a time traveler visits the past. Example: Marty McFly goes back in time and alters the circumstances surrounding his parents’ first kiss in Back to the Future, and, when he returns to the present, mom and dad are well-adjusted and successful.

“That model is the most fun,” Stephens says. “You can watch things change. And you get to feel like you’re in on a big cosmic joke. Like I remember watching the end of Back to the Future where Michael J. Fox plays guitar at the prom, thinking, ‘Yeah, I know who Chuck Berry is.’”

But while mutable timelines might be the most fun, they’re also the most demanding on writers because of all the rippling changes. Since Stephens has always been the kind of reader who looked to see if writers were obeying the rules of the worlds they created, he was scrupulous to make sure his constructs held up, keeping elaborate flow charts on the wall of his office while writing Atlas.

“He was extremely meticulous about the time-travel elements of the story,” says Michelle Frey, Stephens’ editor at Knopf. “I couldn’t poke a hole in anything and, believe me, I tried.”

Attention, Timewarp Shoppers

Attention, Timewarp Shoppers: Created by Sagehens Mac Barnett '04 and Jon Korn '02, The Echo Park TIme Travel Mark Represents the Future (and Past) of Retail.

The strangest store in Los Angeles was born of a brainstorming session between two Sagehen smart guys.

Just two years out of school, Mac Barnett ’04 was the executive director of 826LA, the Los Angeles chapter of a national nonprofit that runs tutoring centers fronted by quirkily-themed retail shops that help pay the rent. Put in charge of opening a new 826 center in L.A.’s Echo Park neighborhood, Barnett needed a clever concept, and he knew just the man to call.

Jon Korn ’02 and Barnett had met while both were performing in Without a Box, Claremont’s beloved five-college improv comedy troupe. Kindred comedic spirits, the two shared an offbeat intellectual humor that Barnett sensed would be perfect for his new venture.

So he asked Korn, who was working as a programmer of independent film festivals, if he’d help toss around some ideas, just like in the good old days.

“The answer was immediately ‘yes,’” says Korn, who laughs almost as easily as Barnett does.

After throwing out a few wacky ideas, such as a detective store and a submarine supply outlet, the pair settled on a truly bizarre concept: a Time Travel Mart. The “mart” aspect was meant as an homage to L.A.’s strip mall culture. The time travel theme simply tickled their mutual funny bone.  

This was in keeping with the 826 shopping schtick. Founded a decade ago by respected author Dave Eggers, the organization’s first tutoring center at 826 Valencia St. in San Francisco had added on a “pirate store” to meet the locale’s retail zoning requirements. The format stuck as 826 opened new centers, bringing a spy store to Chicago and a superhero supply shop to Brooklyn, to name a few.

For the Echo Park Time Travel Mart, Barnett and Korn decided that, rather than sell genuine artifacts from other eras (an expensive and uninspiring undertaking), they would create their own humorous and cheaply produced versions of historical and futuristic relics to fill the store’s shelves.

A plastic bottle of water was repackaged as “Anti-Robot Fluid.” A single white glove was boxed and labeled a “Duel Starter Kit.” Dog food became “Caveman Candy.” A ball of steel wool? “Robot Toupee.”

For the lawyer who has everything, Barnett and Korn decided to sell “dead languages,” such as Latin, in amber medical bottles. A favorite Father’s Day gift is an “ism” in a bottle—there’s Reaganism, Socialism, Optimism (bottled in 1967), Romanticism and, of course, Antidisestablishmentarianism.

With the help of the highly-sought-out designer Stefan G. Bucher, these simple oddities became lovely, meticulously crafted objects that appeal to aesthetes, hipsters and history buffs alike. Korn says the products’ quirks did present some vexing questions, such as: What should a bottle of elixir of eternal life cost? (Answer: $8.)

Barnett and Korn also wrote lengthy and often ludicrous copy for each item that went far beyond the necessary product information. They seized every bit of knowledge gleaned from fulfilling their Pomona PAC requirements and respective majors— Korn’s was history and Barnett’s was English with a concentration in Viking poetry—to create packaging rich with historical and literary inside jokes.

Take “Van Warwijck’s Dodo Chow,” which is really just a bag of birdseed.

“It’s a Dutch brand of dodo feed,” explains Barnett, who now works as an author of children’s books. “In the list of ingredients, ‘dodo poison’ is in there. That’s the only reference to the fact that the Dutch killed the dodos. You would have to both know that the Dutch exterminated the dodos and read the entire 50-name ingredient list to get this one joke. It’s about rewarding that one person.”

They’re esoteric, but the jokes work. “Every day people come in, they walk around the store, they pick stuff up, they read it and then they laugh,” says Shannon Losorelli, a manager at the store. “And they always say, ‘Whoever wrote this is brilliant.’”

Barnett credits their training in Without a Box for fueling their freewheeling imaginations. “A big part of improv is saying ‘yes,’” he explains. “That whole theory is drilled into you. If somebody puts out an idea, you agree with it and build on it. That’s the way we worked on this.”

In the end, the duo’s unorthodox approach to retail development worked. Three years after opening on Sunset Boulevard, smack in the heart of one of L.A.’s most up-and-coming neighborhoods, the Echo Park Time Travel Mart is a hit. The store has sold out of almost every product at least once, and each month a new item hits the shelves.

The mart’s quirky, ’70s-style aesthetic has made it an unlikely local landmark. Its burnt orange signage and brightly lit interior bring a kind of strip mall chic to an otherwise ordinary block. It’s not uncommon to see passersby stop in their tracks as they gaze up at the store and its dizzying slogan: “Wherever you are, we’re already then.”

Most importantly, the mart yields enough revenue to pay the rent, which keeps the backroom tutoring center running. As many as a hundred kids show up every day after school, and a roster of thousands of volunteers rotate in and out of the center, helping students complete their homework and school projects, write stories, and even publish books.

“The most fun I’ve ever had is going to the publishing parties,” says Korn. “Thirteen-year-olds do a book signing, their parents come, everyone eats cake.”

Thanks in part to the connections of 826 founder Dave Eggers, the Echo Park tutoring center has scored major support from celebrities including comedy kingpin Judd Apatow, ex-Lakers coach Phil Jackson and writer-director J. J. Abrams, whose production crew designed the caveman-meets-robot display in the storefront window.

But the Time Travel Mart’s customer base remains as diverse as the neighborhood itself. The other day, a priest who works at the church down the street stopped in and bought “Elixir of Eternal Life.” When Losorelli, the store’s manager, told Korn about the sale, he jokingly chided her: “You should have tried to upsell him on Latin.”

Born Still

Elizabeth McPherson ’71

ON A COLD AFTERNOON in the Marshfield Clinic in a small Wisconsin town, Elizabeth McPherson ’71 plucks the top envelope from a pile of big white envelopes and opens the mystery of another stillborn baby. “Let’s see what’s in here,” she says.

She pulls out a sheaf of documents, a disc of photos. She reads.

The mother: age 34. Four pregnancies. Diabetes and high blood pressure. No children born alive.

The baby: age 34 weeks and six days. Five pounds, one ounce. Identified only as “BabyGirl.”

The mysteries that land on McPherson’s desk come from all over Wisconsin. From paper-mill towns and Amish enclaves, from collegiate Madison and big-city Milwaukee, from farmlands dotted by red barns.

So many stillborn girls and boys. McPherson picks up an Xray. She holds it above her head and studies the image, the small bones backlit by the sharp winter sun.

“The reason you don’t see the heart here,” she says, “is that this baby never took a breath.” The heart, she explains, is obscured because the lungs are filled with amniotic fluid, which has the same density as muscle. An X-ray can’t detect the difference.

What went wrong for BabyGirl?

There was a time, not so long ago, when no one would have investigated. A baby who was born still—who emerged into the world with no flailing arms, no gasp for breath, no cry—was apt to be whisked away, unseen by the mother and unstudied by doctors. In a 2011 issue dedicated to stillbirth, The Lancet medical journal called it one of the most shamefully neglected areas of public health.

McPherson is helping to change that.

As head of the Wisconsin Stillbirth Service Program, the most comprehensive program of its kind in the country, McPherson, who is also the clinic’s director of medical genetics, gathers data on the state’s fetal deaths.

Photos, doctor’s notes, hospital files, X-rays, autopsies when possible. She scrutinizes whatever she can get for clues to causes and prevention.

There’s something else she looks for, too: how to console parents blindsided by a loss as ancient as life itself. She wants to make sure that parents get the chance to see and touch their stillborn baby, to grieve as any parents might.

No woman—she heard this story once—should have to go to the grocery store to weigh a cucumber because that’s the only way she’ll ever know what her stillborn baby’s weight might have felt like in her arms.

MCPHERSON WAS IN MEDICAL SCHOOL the first time she saw a stillborn baby. She was shocked. And fascinated.

“I was young, not married,” she says. “I wanted to have children someday, but way down the road. I don’t think I felt the pain in the way I would have later on.”

She had wanted to be a doctor since she was a girl cobbling together an oxygen tent for a doll out of Tinkertoys and saran wrap. But female doctors were rare in 1967, the year she entered Pomona College, and women on campus were still bound by rules as tight as corsets.

If McPherson wore slacks to the lab and didn’t have time to change into the requisite skirt before dinner, she’d miss the meal. If she stayed late in the library, she might blow the curfew imposed on the women’s dorms and have to sleep, stealthily, in some guy’s room. In the dining halls, as she recalls it, a monitor ran a hand down the backs of female students to make sure they were wearing bras. She was the only woman in her accelerated chemistry course.

But she loved her classes. Shakespeare for fun. German, the language of scientific papers. Zoology, where she dissected a fetal pig and realized she would never see a human fetus as anything other than a human being.

One class in particular steered her future. It was genetics with Larry Cohen. She liked the genetic puzzle; Cohen liked her good mind.

“And Professor Cohen thought good minds were wasted in medicine,” she says.

Cohen scored her a summer job at Johns Hopkins University studying the genetics of bacteria with Dr. Hamilton Smith, who went on to win a Nobel Prize. Among the things she learned that summer was that she wanted to work with people, not bacteria.

She took her interest in genetics, along with a summa cum laude degree from Pomona, to the University of Washington Medical School, then on to graduate studies at the University of Wisconsin.

In the next few years, she married Owen Christianson, a nuclear engineer; had three healthy children; and made a career as a geneticist who specialized in birth defects. She went on to hospital jobs in Buffalo, then Pittsburgh. At each stop, her genetics expertise drew her deeper into the mystery of babies who didn’t survive the womb.

In 2003, McPherson landed a job at the Marshfield Clinic. The hub of 54 small community care centers, the giant clinic is the economic engine of Marshfield, a town whose other claim to grandeur is the World’s Largest Round Barn.

Her youngest child was almost out of high school by then, and she was tired of the relentless demands of a big-city hospital. As the daughter of an itinerant Navy chaplain, she was accustomed to starting over in new places.

On the snowy evening she arrived in central Wisconsin, members of the Society for Creative Anachronism’s local chapter showed up to help her unload. She has been active in the organization since her 20s, attracted by its mission to re-enact the customs of medieval and Renaissance Europe Work at the busy Marshfield Clinic, however, would limit the time for her alternate identity as Elspeth, a 10th century Scottish woman who enjoys single-needle knitting, Renaissance dancing and cooking Viking-style.

At the clinic, she connected with the Wisconsin Stillbirth Service Program, founded in 1984 by Richard Pauli, a University of Wisconsin geneticist whose experience with his own stillborn son convinced him of the need for better research. When he announced his retirement after more than two decades, McPherson knew what she had to do.

“When I heard the program was going to end,” she says, “I said, ‘That can’t happen.’ I said I’d take over.”

STILLBIRTHS HAPPEN ALMOST AS OFTEN as the deaths of newborns. About 25,000 are reported in the United States every year. In nearly half the cases, the cause is unclear.

Technically, the term “stillbirth” is applied to fetuses who die in the womb after the 20th week of pregnancy. McPherson will investigate any birth after 13 weeks.

“I have occasionally looked at younger babies, an inch long,” she says. “If you find something and it looks like a baby, I’m willing to look at it. I’m sorry about using ‘it,’ but you can’t tell the gender until 13 weeks.”

McPherson uses the word “baby” when some others might say “fetus.” She is nevertheless careful to say that, although she wouldn’t have an abortion even if the risk of stillbirth was high, she doesn’t counsel against it. “In genetics,” she says, “we try to be non-directive.”

NO TWO STILLBORN MYSTERIES ARE exactly the same. This is Hayley Patoka’s story.

“It took us a year and a half to get pregnant,” says Patoka. “We were so excited. Everything seemed to be going well, even though the baby was measuring small.”

Patoka, a 29-year-old children’s counselor who works down the hall from McPherson, tells her tale one quiet Saturday morning sitting at a round table in a little clinic room. McPherson leans on a hand, listening.

At first, Patoka goes on, she thought the pain in her sternum was heartburn. Her obstetrician recommended Pepto Bismol. A few nights later, the pain was so intense that she curled upon the floor and stayed there until morning, her husband by her side.

The next day, at her mother’s insistence, she went to the doctor. Could be gallstones, she was told. The ultrasound told her the truth.

The following night, 22 and a half weeks into her pregnancy, she delivered a lifeless baby that weighed a little over half a pound.

“They cleaned her up,” Patoka says, “brought her back. We had time to hold her. We took pictures.”

The baby wore a tiny knit cap. Moldings were made of her hands and feet. Cremation was scheduled.

Such parting rituals for a stillborn were once rare, and Patoka was grateful for the kindnesses. But she wanted something more: an explanation.

“You’re looking for something to help close those doors,” she says.

She spent hours on Google, trying to figure out what had failed. Then co-workers suggested she enlist McPherson who was, after all, just a few doors down.

“Before I met with Hayley and her husband,” McPherson says, looking Patoka in the eye, “I went through their records.”

McPherson has her own rituals when addressing the parents of a stillborn. Over and over she tells them their child was beautiful. Not your fault, she says, not your fault.

If the child has a name, she repeats it.

“I looked at beautiful photos of their little girl,” she says now. “Looking at Gabriella’s body, I knew she had been dead for a few days. We talked about how beautiful she was. And how to keep it from happening again.”

As often as not, McPherson can’t figure out what happened. This time she knew.

Patoka had a condition called HELLP, a syndrome that involves the liver, and her unusually small placenta was unable to nourish the fetus. The placenta’s failure is a common cause of stillbirth.

Patoka plans to get pregnant again, but this time under the supervision of a specialist recommended by McPherson.

“I wish I could give you better news,” McPherson tells her. “It helps just to have an acknowledgment,” Patoka says. “An acknowledgement that it was a child, that this wasn’t just some mass of cells.”

IF MCPHERSON HAD BEEN BORN a thousand years ago, she would have been a midwife.

She says this as she drives past snowy fields near the airy log home that she and her husband built on former farm land.

She is recounting the time a midwife called her at 3 a.m. The midwife, who serves the local Amish, had just delivered a baby with birth defects. Would McPherson come look?

She drove the narrow winding roads in the dark that night. The baby was dead when she arrived. She immediately took the father, his infant in his arms, for X-rays, which showed that the baby’s ribs were too short to make room for lungs. Then she went on in to work.

“I had a chance to help a family that wouldn’t have gotten help,” she says.

Some weeks her clinic cases keep her so busy she doesn’t have time to promptly investigate the stillbirth cases that land on her desk, or the ones she witnesses when she’s summoned to a hospital bed. If she gets home before 8, her husband says, “You’re home early.”

But all her work is of a piece: babies who die before they leave the womb; newborns who exit the world almost as soon as they enter; children with birth defects who grow into adults. They’re all part of the genetic mystery that she seeks to solve, with the belief that understanding stillbirth will illuminate the rest.

Sometimes the sight of another stillborn baby, or a parent of that baby, makes her cry.

“I don’t see anything wrong with that,” she says. “People want to know that you feel something of their grief.”

And if it seems she dwells too much in death, McPherson doesn’t think so. In her view, things connect. The Middle Ages and now. The womb and the outer world. Life and its opposite.

“Whenever you think about birth,” she says, “even without thinking about stillbirth, you have to think about death.”

Bus No. 3

crashed bus

The afternoon of Feb. 22, 2011, was fittingly sunny for midsummer in Christchurch, a city that looks out on the vast Pacific from New Zealand’s South Island. Ann Brower ‘94 was riding on the shady side of the No. 3 bus, engrossed in reading The Economist. She often took this route through the center of the city.

A senior lecturer in political science at Christchurch’s Lincoln University, Brower was on her way to a meeting with a collaborator at a university across town. Several minutes into her ride, she switched to a seat on the sunny side of the bus, which had fewer than 10 people aboard. The sunlight that day was inviting and its lure, she now believes, saved her life.

The shaking began shortly after she switched seats. “I don’t remember a noise,” Brower explains. “The bus stopped. I think maybe I looked up when it stopped. And then–the bus was shaking violently, really moving back and forth … I thought, ‘ooh, it’s a big one.’ I saw bricks falling. My first thought was, ‘oh gosh, this is the first time I’ve seen anything.’”

New Zealand, Brower’s home since she accepted a Fulbright scholarship to pursue land-use studies in 2004, is known as the “shaky isles.” A 7.1-magnitude quake west of Christchurch in September 2010 had been followed by months of temblors. One of them, the shallow, 6.3-magnitude quake that struck in February of this year, turned out to be the nation’s deadliest in decades, leading to widespread destruction and frantic rescues epitomized by the scene on Bus No. 3.

Brower would be the only passenger to escape alive. After the facade of a building rained down on the bus, three brothers, masonry workers who had been working nearby, arrived first on the scene. They began tossing away debris that rose as high as the collapsed roof of the bus. Soon they were joined by a young man named Rob, who crawled into the crushed vehicle to comfort Brower. She knows it was “Nathan” who worked to splint her leg roadside. A group of men flagged down a passing SUV and lifted Brower into the back, then began waving away traffic through the open windows, yelling we have a casualty inside. Brower arrived to waiting teams of medical personnel outside the city hospital 59 minutes after the quake struck, thanks to the efforts of more than a dozen rescuers, none of whom were professional first responders.

One among them, a car salesman named Gary, remained with Brower for the first two hours of her hospital stay and held her hand. “Sometimes I would squeeze a bit hard,” Brower recalls. She suffered a broken shin, six fractures to her pelvis and a severed tendon in her hand. She underwent two surgeries in the first days after the quake.

The men told her she had let loose a “roar” that alerted them to her presence amid the rubble. “There was no doubt I would survive,” Brower says, laughing. Rob teased that he was around the corner and down the street, but when he heard that roar he was inspired to act. The scene inside the bus, he later revealed, was nearly unbearable. He knew he must keep Brower focused. He talked about anything–he asked for her name, wondered where she worked, and then provided a few fishing stories, Brower recalls. The two remained face to face until Brower was freed.

The scariest part of the experience was the weight on her body. “I remember feeling more and more weight coming onto my pelvis. And I remember thinking it was strange because it was coming in intervals and not sort of all at once. And I remember screaming, ‘no no,’ every time there would be more weight.” The men who freed her later explained that ironically, she screamed when more weight was removed. “To me if felt like it was more weight coming on, but because they were taking weight off, I guess I just had more blood flow to my legs. It felt like the opposite. But that’s why it was coming in intervals.” Brower remained hospitalized for seven weeks, including five weeks in a rehabilitation facility, with friends and colleagues visiting often. “It’s almost like watching my own funeral–in a good way,” she says.

Through it all, Brower has kept in touch with several of her rescuers and their families. Despite her reduced mobility, Brower took three of the rescuers to dinner, providing two of them their first experience of Indian food. Rob, the man who tended to her inside the bus, returned her bag and phone several days after the disaster and fielded calls from concerned family and friends in the meantime. There were some who worried that this unknown man had stolen Brower’s possessions. She assured them he was among those who had come to her side, a man of a far different caliber. “If you pull a kid out of the ocean, you know that you can swim. It’s not a risk to your own life,” she says. “But staying in the shadow of those crumbling buildings–they really were putting their own lives at risk.”

She can’t help but notice who came to her aid–and who didn’t. “It was the people in suits who just walked on by,” she says. Even friends later acknowledged that they had done nothing to assist the victims, believing that rescue workers would have the recovery efforts well in hand. Laments Brower: “If everyone were in my white collar class, you know I might still be on that bus.”

Brower had made news before all this. Not long after she arrived in the country seven years ago, she began researching–and criticizing–government land-use policies that she found amounted to giveaways to wealthy farm interests. For this she drew the ire of some who disagreed with her and bemoaned their “chirpy”” antagonist.

New Zealanders often use “chirpy” to describe someone who is especially buoyant, a cheerful soul. Chirpy now in the midst of her ordeal, Brower returned to her academic pursuits before exiting the rehabilitation hospital, renewing work with the colleague whom she’d intended to visit on the day of the quake. Her recovery, including home visits from a nurse and physical therapy sessions three times a week, has been “not quick, but relatively uncomplicated,” she says. Her calendar includes plans for a return to her faculty position, short trips to nearby quake-free places such as Australia and throwing what she calls a “rescue party” to celebrate the efforts of her unhesitating cadre. “I have nothing to complain about,” she says. “I got off very lightly.”

Home Delivery

When Japhy was born on March 5, 2011, he was welcomed by his mother and father and sleepy big sister, 2½-year-old Maya, who kept herself awake for her brother’s late-night debut by watching videos.

“The birth was beautiful, very straightforward and uncomplicated—a family event,” says Sarah Davis ’03, the midwife who attended the birth in San Diego at the home of parents Yukiko Honda and Doug Beacom.

“A family event” describes Davis’s philosophy about birth. “While the broader culture always considers birth to be a medical situation, we say it’s always a family event and sometimes a medical event,” says

Davis, who co-founded Birth Roots in 2008 with partner and fellow midwife Darynée Blount. In 2010, they opened the Birth Roots Health and Maternity Center in a cozy old Craftsman home in Chula Vista near San Diego.

For Davis, midwifery combines interests in women’s health and social justice she had as a student at Pomona. As a Black studies major, the historical research she did on African-American midwifery for her senior thesis sparked an interest in modern midwifery, eventually leading to a three-and-a-half-year apprenticeship with a midwife in San Diego. “Once I started attending births,” she says, “I knew I loved it and couldn’t imagine doing anything else.”

Now Davis helps others follow her path. Birth Roots has two student midwives who are enrolled in school and participate in prenatal visits and births. “That’s what I do to keep midwifery going,” she says. “I’d love to see a midwife on every block and a birthing center in every neighborhood. If you need medical care, you’re going to get it, but I look forward to the day where a hospital birth isn’t the expected routine.”

After being a part of an estimated 300 births, Davis knows to carefully tend her calendar, and not just because infants can arrive at any crazy hour. The midwife role also carries some special social obligations. “I get invited to a lot of first birthday parties,” she says.

The Dad Who Knew Too Much

The Dad Who Knew Too Much: The Polarized World of Birth Politics & Nathanael Johnson '01

The polarized history of birth politics is neatly contained within my family. I was born in a second-floor bedroom, with candles burning and The Chieftains on the turntable. My wife, Beth, was born at a hospital via scheduled cesarean section, without musical assistance. My parents were hippies. Hers were Republicans. In our respective rebellions, we met somewhere in the middle. Both of us lacked the fervor that had divided the previous generation during the culture wars of the ’70s. She, a nurse, was aware of the occasional excesses of modern medicine, and I, having spent my childhood testing the beneficence of nature, no longer believed that “natural” was synonymous with “healthy.” Nonetheless, before we went to our first prenatal appointment in December, Beth asked me not to say anything crazy.

“What do you mean?” I asked, aghast.

“I just don’t want you to go into investigative-reporter mode on the doctor,” she said.

For the last few years pregnancy and birth has been my beat as a journalist. It began when a source showed me the findings of an unreleased report from the California Department of Public Health revealing that the number of women dying from causes directly related to pregnancy had more than doubled in the previous decade. The researchers immersed in this data said that this statistic was probably the most visible sign of much more widespread problems haunting maternal health care.

The U.S. is now the most dangerous developed country in which to give birth, and by far the most expensive. Usually money is the fulcrum of the health-care debate–we argue about how many we can afford to cover with insurance, and about who should get the benefit of expensive new tests and drugs. But as I reported a series of stories on maternal health it became clear to me that access to health care is beneficial only if the quality of that health care is good. And quality, it turns out, is highly variable. Even the best hospitals regularly perform procedures with no basis in scientific evidence.

My reporting, done from an abstract height, took on a new immediacy once Beth and I entered the health system ourselves. It was pretty hard to question the standard treatment at all without violating Beth’s directive against sounding like a crazy person. Hospitals, both for better and for worse, are industrial systems. They are optimized for efficient treatment, and not for patients who want to examine the science backing each routine procedure. They run most smoothly when patients have faith in their efficacy. It’s rough going for patients like me, who would rather leave faith out of medical decisions entirely.

It hadn’t taken much research to see why medical authorities tended to think home-birthers like my parents were crazy. Maternal mortality peaked in this country around the turn of the last century, when more than 800 women were dying for every 100,000 live births. Since that time, it has fallen more than 99 percent, reaching its nadir in 1997 at 7.7 deaths per 100,000 live births. Infant mortality fell a little over 90 percent in that time period. Clearly, obstetrics has been wondrously effective–so effective that some practitioners feel they can legitimately dismiss any complaints about modern childbirth as frivolous.

These improvements have coincided with a shift in obstetrics toward more technology and greater standardization. Rather than adapting techniques to the vagaries of each birth, doctors have sought out methods that yield reliable results regardless of context. In pondering this trend, the physician-journalist Atul Gawande showed that the cesarean surgery was one of the best methods for bringing standardization to birth. It’s easy to learn, and it replaces the atavistic complexities of mammalian reproduction with a few legible, controllable steps.

In a 2006 article for The New Yorker (titled “The Score”) Gawande asked if there was anything wrong with this: “The question facing obstetrics was this: Is medicine a craft or an industry? If medicine is a craft, then you focus on teaching obstetricians to acquire a set of artisanal skills–the Woods corkscrew maneuver for the baby with a shoulder stuck, the Lovset maneuver for the breech baby, the feel of a forceps for a baby whose head is too big. You do research to find new techniques. You accept that things will not always work out in everyone’s hands. “But if medicine is an industry, responsible for the safest possible delivery of millions of babies each year, then the focus shifts. You seek reliability. You begin to wonder whether 42,000 obstetricians in the U.S. could really master all these techniques.”

Gawande concluded that, notwithstanding a romantic twinge at the thought of losing human connection to yet another natural process, it was the quantifiable results of improving infant health that had driven this industrial revolution in hospitals–and who could argue with that? Though several years have passed since the publication of this article, it’s worth considering here because it epitomizes both the way most medical institutions frame the issue of C-sections to this day, and the error that undermines that framing. This error is a willingness to allow the logic of industrialization to drive medicine (or the reasoning in a magazine story), while failing to use that same logic to check the results. And checking isn’t so hard.

Medical researchers, thanks in large part to the work of Donald Berwick (now running Medicaid and Medicare for the Obama administration), have increasingly embraced the discipline of quality improvement, a set of techniques borrowed from industrial engineering. Quality improvement seeks out measurable benchmarks to show if reforms make things better or worse. These data allow administrators to see problems that are otherwise invisible–either because cause is separated from effect, or because they defy conventional wisdom. “The Score” focused on one such measurement, the Apgar score, which quantifies the health of a newborn on a scale of 0 (limp and blue) to 10 (pink and wriggling). And while Gawande showed how attention to this measurement could drive doctors to do more cesareans (on this point he is typically brilliant), he didn’t mention that as the cesarean rate rose from 15 percent in 1978 to 32 percent today, overall Apgar scores did not budge. In other words, quantification may have caused more surgeries, but those surgeries didn’t produce a quantifiable improvement. There are also other measurements used to determine the success of obstetrics. One is maternal mortality.

This article came up when I met with Aaron Caughey, head of obstetrics at the Oregon Health and Sciences University (at the time Caughey was at UC San Francisco). Gawande and Caughey had gone to Harvard Medical School together where they had become friends. “So did he call you when he was writing ‘The Score?'” I asked. Caughey shook his head. I wondered if he thought there was anything more to be said on the subject. “I think there is,” Caughey said. “I mean it was a great article. But most people have been missing something when it comes to C-sections.”

Caughey’s research predicts that if we brought the national C-section rate down to 20.6 percent by 2020, every year we’d be saving the lives of 110 moms who would otherwise die as the trajectory continued upward. These deaths are almost nearly impossible for doctors to see because most complications and injuries stemming from cesareans do not appear until the next birth, or the one after that. By performing the surgery an obstetrician can lower the risk that anything going terribly wrong, but she passes an increased risk on to the next doctor–not to mention the patient.

Caughey said it would be “really, really easy” to bring the national cesarean rate back down to 20 percent–meaning that doctors and hospitals have the tools they need to safely perform more natural births. Other quality improvement reformers have come to similar conclusions.

Intermountain Healthcare, a nonprofit hospital system based in Utah, started on a new course more than a decade ago, after the industrial audit recommended more “low-tech, high-touch” births. Intermountain focused most of its efforts on reducing the number of babies unnecessarily delivered early (either via cesarean or induction). Bryan Oshiro, who worked for Intermountain as a neonatologist in the early days of this project, told me a story of the defining experience that had made him an evangelist for this issue. The head of the neonatal intensive care asked him to look in on a group of babies with problems.

“He said, ‘You doctors are doing this. These babies are here because you allowed them to be delivered early,'” Oshiro said. “That just kind of stopped me dead. It was really clear–we’re hurting babies. And we can stop it.”

The effects of the changes were wholly positive. Mothers, on average, were able to go home sooner. Complications and admissions to the neonatal intensive care unit decreased. C-section rates declined. But there was also a hitch: The reforms have reduced the amount Intermountain charged its patients by more than $250 million since 1999. “Intermountain is nonprofit and that makes it easier for us to take such steps, but the incentive for most organizations is to provide more care, not less,” Intermountain representative Daron Crowley told me.

My own analysis showed that a pregnant woman walking into a for-profit hospital in California was significantly more likely to have a cesarean surgery than a woman walking into a hospital without an incentive for profit. I doubt that doctors are the mechanism driving this disparity (they usually receive about the same reimbursement regardless). But it is clear that nonprofit hospitals are the ones adopting these reforms. I imagine it would be hard to convince any hospital administrator to adopt a low-tech birth program that costs money, sometimes alienates doctors (no one likes to be told they are doing things wrong), and (oh by the way) reduces revenues by millions of dollars. But it would be especially hard if that administrator’s performance was measured by hospital profits.

As my wife and I began talking about where she would give birth, all this was troubling. Of course, we could have simply opted out of a hospital birth entirely. That’s not as foolhardy as those statistics at the beginning suggest. One point usually left out of the improvement-of-obstetrics story is that obstetric practice itself was responsible for a large part of those shocking turn-of-the-century statistics. In a 1999 review of the century’s improvements, the Centers for Disease Control concluded that “Poor obstetric education and delivery practices were mainly responsible for the high numbers of maternal deaths, most of which were preventable.”

Uneducated midwives were certainly part of the problem in those days when the majority of births occurred at home. But historical examples suggest home births weren’t the crux of the problem, as in the well-documented case of Eastern Kentucky’s Frontier Nursing Service, which, starting in the 1920s, made it safer to give birth in a log cabin, attended by well-trained horseback midwives, than in the best hospitals in the city.

Even today the evidence is perplexingly mixed on home birth. The people who do meta-analyses of all the various studies (like the Cochrane Systematic Reviews) basically say that–for a low-risk pregnancy–it’s a wash. There’s insufficient evidence to advise patients that it’s safer to give birth in a hospital or home.

Beth and I were left to sort out the choice on our own. It made intuitive sense that a hospital would be safer in an emergency–I could think of several conditions (an undetected placental abruption for instance) where you would want to be seconds, rather than minutes, from an operating room. On the other hand, I’d also interviewed the families of women who had died because of mistakes made in the bustle of hospitals. I found I was weighing Gawande’s rhetorical question: Do we go with craft, or industry?

It’s a question that reformers now are asking about the entire medical system. Ideally health care would be post-industrial, assuming either form depending on the circumstance; it would be nice if medical record-keeping worked with the effortless efficiency of industry, while office visits emphasized the personal touch of an artisan. Family medicine and psychiatry–craft; surgery-industry. But if we treat all medicine as an industry, as is increasingly the case, it would behoove the country to also adopt the best practices of industry–to make decisions based on evidence–rather than simply using the metaphor to justify a reliance on technology. Any industrial system is by necessity reductive, it boils complexity down into measurable numbers. At the very least we should pay attention to what those numbers are telling us.

One of those numbers is cost. In the United States maternal mortality is the most salient example of our health care paradox–the more we spend the sicker we get. The costs of maternal and infant health have grown to absolutely astronomical levels, while the outcomes have stagnated or gotten worse. Troubling as they are, the rising maternal mortality statistics are also an opportunity. If we can figure out what is happening in reproductive health then we will have a set of tools to make health care better and more affordable.

But this is a challenge for policy makers and hospital administrators. It’s not easily undertaken by individual patients. There’ no place for nuanced discussions about quality improvement during prenatal checkups. The only thing that seemed within our power to control was our choice of systems–or of faiths, if you will. Neither my wife nor I wanted to place our trust in the power of The Chieftains, but we also didn’t want to be nudged into a cesarean surgery by a health system with policies based on industrial logic rather than science. In the end, the idea of giving birth in a hospital just seemed a little more comfortable–a little more safely mainstream. It’s frustrating, but despite all the statistics and studies, we ended up making the one choice available to us based on a gut feeling.

Nathanael Johnson’s reporting on maternal death rates for the non-profit investigative reporting outlet California Watch appeared last year on the front pages of newspapers across the state, from the Sacramento Bee to The Press-Enterprise of Riverside.

Untimely

Untimely: The Wonderful Life and Utimely Death of Maria King Steinwinter Kochavi '02

On June 15, 2008, the day that everything changes completely and irrevocably for Mariah King Steinwinter Kochavi, the 28-year-old Army veterinarian is at a remote mountain inn in the Andean highlands. It is Sunday, her third full day in Peru where she has been trekking from lodge to lodge along an ancient Incan stone-paved path. The hikes are beautiful and demanding, up and down steep slopes that will ultimately lead her group to the legendary city of Machu Picchu. Along the way, she is likely to see more mountains than people. It is a true getaway, marred only by the migraine that has nagged her since her arrival in Lima late Thursday night. Migraines are something Mariah has grappled with since childhood. This one is relentless, but she isn’t about to let it hold her back.

Besides, everyone seems to think it is probably a reaction to the changes in altitude that will go away once her body adjusts to the thinner air. Mariah had flown in from Washington, D.C.(altitude 25 ft.) to Lima (5,079 ft.), then traveled the next day to the smaller town of Cusco (11,200 ft.) where the group she was with cooled their heels for a day to get acclimated. That Sunday, their hike takes them to 14,000 ft. Despite the powerful headaches, Mariah is out in front of her group. The evening before, she did take some Tylenol, but had shaken off the offer of altitude sickness tablets. She wants to tough it out. Part of the allure of the trip, you see, is seeing how her body performs in extreme conditions.

Mariah has been pushing her body to extremes since she put on her first pair of toe shoes in ballet class. After a dancing injury sidelined her, she took up taekwondo where she worked her way up the nine grades to a black belt, suffering through at least one broken nose. At Pomona, she hooked up with students who were in ROTC and took 5 a.m. boot-camp-style workouts with them. She was so sure of her physical prowess that when she applied for a highly competitive Army Vet Corps scholarship to pay for her last three years of veterinary school, she fantasized about the military awarding the scholarship based on the number of push-ups an applicant could do in two minutes.

This trip is a breather for Mariah at a stressful, but thrilling, time in her life. She has just completed her first army veterinarian post at Fort Meade in Maryland, about 30 miles from Bethesda where she had grown up. A few months earlier, she had separated from Ramon Kochavi, her husband of eight years, whom she met and married while she was still a student at Pomona and he was finishing up at Claremont McKenna College. Leaving Ramon was not an easy decision. “I feel like I just left my best friend,” she confided to her mother, Mary-O King. But the compulsion to be free was too great. Says King: “She wanted to soar like an eagle.”

The Army had turned out to be an unexpectedly good fit for the young woman raised as a Quaker. She thrived on its discipline and loved the family environment of the military. She set her ultimate career sights on being head veterinarian at the Armed Forces Institute of Pathology on the Walter Reed campus. In the meantime, she was about to be deployed to Egypt’s Sinai Peninsula, where there are two multinational base camps and 30 observation posts. “My job will be to take care of some fifty to sixty ‘mascots.’ These are ‘dogs’ adopted by soldiers and ‘trained’ to ‘guard’ the observation posts,” she wrote in an email shortly before her trip to Peru. “For all I know they are actually rabid foxes or rogue camel spiders—go ahead and google it—the soldiers trap for entertainment value.”

Her responsibilities were to include serving as camp veterinarian for public health issues (“i.e. rabid mascots and camel spiders,” she wrote) as well as approving the farms and factories throughout Egypt and Israel that supplied food to the troops. The new job would be a challenge. That was the point.

When she left for her vacation in Peru, she was doing what we all do—fussing with the stubborn details of life that seem to matter so much at the moment. She had to figure out what to do with her Subaru, make arrangements for someone to take care of her dog Chai, get everything packed up and shipped to Egypt. Everything is about to change for Mariah. But it isn’t the change she has in mind.

A young Mariah—she’s 6—is hiking in Rock Creek Park in Washington, D.C., with her mother and younger brother Clay. It’s a damp Saturday in March. Clay, who is not quite 4, is dragging his feet. Bunny—the nickname Clay gave Mariah before he could say her name—is way ahead. She has found a new walking stick and is holding a white balloon she had fished out of the creek. Eight riders on horseback suddenly appear in front of her, but Bunny isn’t daunted in the least. She is determined to be the first one back. That’s all that matters to her. Her mother remembers this particular day from 25 years ago. “Being way out in front is exactly what she was doing on Machu Picchu,” King says. “It strikes me we were all always trying to keep pace with Mariah.”

The great themes of Mariah Steinwinter Kochavi’s life surfaced— and merged—in childhood. This is no small point. Many of us follow along one path in life and eventually find that it leads to another, unforeseen one. We encounter moments where we make choices that change us, for better or worse, into a person we didn’t exactly expect. Mariah, on the other hand, was like an acorn—always destined to become an oak tree. Looking back at her childhood, you can see present all of the elements that define her in adulthood. She had an acute intellect, which was matched by great physical ability. She was inordinately proud of both of these traits and subjected both brain and body to strenuous workouts.

“Once Mariah chose a path, she finished—and with gold stars,” says her father, Mark Steinwinter. “Her M.O. her whole life was to be the best that anyone was in an area. Achieving things was huge for her.” Paradoxically, achieving them quietly was equally important. After her parents divorced, her mother moved the family several times. If there was a basement room, she’d claim it for herself, says Clay. Even in childhood she was a deeply private person, disappearing for hours at a time into her little nest where she would read, or sketch, or paintshe was always working on something. She kept what she was working on to herself until she had perfected it. Not for show was the messy process of learning, of practicing something over and over until you get it right. “She would decide she was going to do something and develop it in private and in secret,” Steinwinter says. “Then, when it was a fait accompli, she would expose it with a flourish.”

Mariah’s fascination with animals, particularly birds, goes all the way back to when she was in a playpen looking out into the back yard. Every time she saw a bird, she would bounce up and down and clap her hands. She would grow to observe nature keenly, drawing and painting birds and flowers in exquisite detail, and when she was only 8, her watercolor of a ruby-throated hummingbird landed on the cover of the Massachusetts Audubon Society’s magazine.

She began rescuing animals at an early age, starting with two baby robins whose nest was blown out of a tree during a storm. With the help of her mother, Mariah fed them almost round the clock, keeping them safe while they developed their pinfeathers. There were many more rescues—like the sparrow she saw fly into a moving car one day on Wisconsin Avenue in Bethesda. She begged her mother to step into the street to retrieve it after it lay limp on the ground, then Mariah sat under a tree holding it. Back home, she made a cage out of a box and some netting, poked sticks through a small hole for perches, suspended a piece of lettuce from a string, and named it “Survivor”—a testament as much to her own resolve as to the tiny bird’s life force. She didn’t give up on it. She never gave up on anything.

The idea of going to vet school didn’t occur to Mariah until her final semester at Pomona, where she graduated with a degree in German studies and a minor in art. Actually, vet school was the brainstorm of Ramon, who believed Mariah would eventually become bored with her original career goal of becoming a scientific illustrator. Besides, being a veterinarian had been his own youthful dream. It’s kind of funny the idea hadn’t come up earlier, if only to spare the couple the vet bills for caring for the menagerie that shared the one-bedroom apartment with them— love birds, sugar gliders, ferrets, an iguana, a bunny and an umbrella cockatoo.

By then she had missed the application deadline for all the vet schools but the Cummings School of Veterinary Medicine at Tufts. She sent off her application, considering it a practice run for the following fall. With only 28 vet schools in the United States, getting accepted is even harder than getting into medical school. But on the very day of her graduation from Pomona, she received an acceptance letter from Tufts, giving Mariah and her family, who had gathered for the occasion, a double reason to celebrate. Vet school offered Mariah the perfect combination of intellectual challenge and immersion in all things animal. She took to it like a fish to water. “My favorite new muscle (who has a ‘favorite new muscle’?) is the buccinator,” she wrote in an email at the end of her first semester “You say it ‘buxinator.’ Just for comparison,my favorite muscle used to be the calf. I like doing calf raises while I brush my teeth. Now I’ve learned the muscle I thought all along was the calf is the gastrocnemius and the superficial digital flexor along with it, if you’re a cat but not a dog, the soleus. I can’t summon the will to do gastrocnemius/superficial digital flexor/soleus raises while I brush my teeth.” Who could?

The hands-on part of her veterinary education involved rotations in a variety of places—at the Bronx Zoo, in the Florida Keys, on a kibbutz in Israel, not too far from where Ramon’s parents live. Her favorite, says her father, was working at Tufts’ Wildlife Center where people would bring in wild animals from the hills of central Massachusetts. “There wasn’t really a protocol,” Steinwinter says. “Mariah especially loved working on those beasts because there was nothing to go on. She had to use all of her intuition and sensitivity and her scientific background to figure out what’s the right thing to do for this crow or this raccoon.”

Mariah never grew out of the impulse to rescue animals. But she did come to understand the fine distinction between giving up on something and letting go of it. Her mother called one day to tell her that Guy, a pet cockatiel she had since she was 9, was not perching. He was just sitting in the bottom of the cage, which is not natural, and King could feel a tumor under his wing. After a long-distance consult with the vet about the possibility of doing surgery, Mariah told her mother she should put the bird down. “She said to me, ‘He had a good life, Mom. Let him go,’” remembers King. It’s a conversation King will have reason to recall frequently.

That Sunday in Peru, after the morning’s strenuous hike, everyone in her group settles down at the lodge for an afternoon nap. Mariah can’t sleep, though. She gets up, goes out for a walk, takes some pictures. Later, when her friend Molly Harrington comes back to the room to check on her, she is relieved to see Mariah in bed, having apparently finally fallen asleep. She hadn’t slept well the entire trip so far. When Harrington tries to rouse her to ask about dinner, Mariah, who never drinks, sounds drunk and confused. Thinking she is showing signs of serious altitude sickness, Harrington races off to get their guide. When the two try to help Mariah stand up, she slumps down as if she’s fainted. The guide gives her oxygen to stabilize her and make plans to take her back to lower altitude in Cusco.

What follows is a long, jarring, winding journey over rough terrain. Harrington has to hold Mariah up because she isn’t able to do it herself. Mariah jokes about her tongue being numb, and covers her eyes because everything is blurry. It takes two hours just to get to an exchange point where they are met by the closest thing they have to an ambulance. The ride to Cusco, where there is a traveler’s clinic, is another hour-and-a-half. Mariah asks Harrington if she has had a stroke. Indeed, this will turn out to be the case. But at the moment it is unthinkable to everyone but Mariah. It will be more than another 24 hours before doctors make the shocking diagnosis that this vibrant young woman who was hardly sick a day in her life has suffered a brain stem stroke. One of the arteries feeding her brain was narrowed—probably a congenital condition. But for whatever reason—the altitude, birth control pills, nobody will ever know with certainty—it became blocked, cutting off oxygen to her brain and causing grievous damage.

It is not until Tuesday night that her family gets the news. Her father jumps on the next plane to Lima. By the time he arrives, Mariah has deteriorated even further. She is now in intensive care, breathing with the help of a ventilator. She is virtually paralyzed, wracked with vicious muscle spasms, but able to talk .She asks her father to take her home. Later, he is floored when she tells him to kill her if she is not better in four days. This is not the tenacious person he has always known. He asks her to be patient, to see how things are in six months. The next morning, when he comes back to the hospital, she has been robbed even of her speech. Cruelly, the only thing left intact is the cognitive part of her brain—the part where she can see clearly what she has lost.

It’s a formidable road that stretches out before Mariah. She is receiving the best care in the world, first from Walter Reed Army Medical Center where she was flown to as soon as she could be moved from Lima, then at the polytrauma rehab unit at McGuire Veterans Affairs Medical Center in Richmond, Va. There she undergoes five months of intensive therapies—physical, occupational, speech, kinesiology and recreational therapies. Finally, she returns to the Walter Reed campus to live at the Mologne House, a kind of assisted living hotel, where she will continue the recovery process as an outpatient.

The prognosis is not terrific. At first she can only communicate by wiggling her feet—she wears one sock that says “yes,” the other “no.” After a few months she regains her ability to speak. She calls it a “Mariah-cle.” But the production of sounds is labored; the old musicality to her voice gone. She has to relearn how to walk, how to reach for things, how to brush her hair, how to swallow. She has always been a voracious reader. Now she not only has trouble holding a book up to read, but she has double vision. The most doctors can do for that is suggest an eye patch. Damage to her vestibular system, which contributes not only to her balance but her sense of where her body is in space, is profound. She is afraid of walking on her own, terrified that she is going to fall and hurt her head. Still, everyone who knows Mariah holds the same thought: If anyone can beat the odds and astound the medical experts, it will be Mariah.

But it’s not like that at all. She is profoundly depressed, even suicidal, from the first. She does make slow, but marked, progress, meeting one milestone after another—sitting up, holding a fork, walking with assistance, maneuvering her wheelchair. In her old life, she would often throw her kayak on top of her car at the crack of dawn and head out for a solitary morning of paddling and birdwatching. As part of her therapy, she gets back in a kayak, courtesy of a volunteer program run out of Walter Reed. Kayaking is an excellent way to rebuild core muscle strength and confidence, Mariah starts out in an indoor pool with a specially outfitted kayak, but eventually kayaks in the C&O Canal and the Potomac River. She also participates in equine therapy at Fort Meyer, which puts her back among the familiar smells and sounds of a stable. She works her way up to a point where she is able to ride solo—a stunning achievement.

But all of this progress seems lost on her. In fact, she continually rejects the notion that she has made any progress at all, denies taking steps on her own or kayaking on the canal—perplexing everyone who has worked with her and witnessed her achievements. “I don’t know if it was because she was holding out for being back where she was and even better—which was never going to be in the cards,” says her father Mark Steinwinter. “Or if the stroke itself had robbed her of the rational ability to see what was and measure it against where she had been.”

Truly, her losses are staggering. Yes, she can talk—quite intelligibly if she talks slowly and if the listener pays good attention. “It was miles from the articulate, witty, brilliant Mariah that she liked to project,” says Steinwinter. Her occupational therapist brags about the snowman Mariah drew one day during a session— a noteworthy accomplishment in her recovery. Still, can Mariah have heard that praise without grieving for the lost pleasure of sitting cross-legged on the grass with a sketchbook in her lap while she captured the fine details of a rose about to bloom?

There are collateral losses as well—the privacy she so prized, for one, and, too often, her dignity. One afternoon her mother took her out for lunch at her favorite delicatessen. Afterwards, they decided to get manicures at the nearby salon. “Such a good girl,” the nail technician cooed to this brilliant, sophisticated woman as though she were a child.

A few months after the stroke, doctors tested her cognitive functions. “I’m still the smartest girl in the world,” she told Steinwinter when she was wheeled back into her room. “She had memory that scored her in the 99th percentile of people who have not had strokes,” he says. It was on her intellect, finally, that she pinned her hopes. She wanted to get back on track with her veterinary pathology career. One of the giant roadblocks to this goal was that she didn’t have the fine motor coordination to write; in fact, even using a keyboard was a challenge for her. She suggested trying speech recognition software, and when she first tried it out she was able to compose a nice message to her brother.

“We were both elated. Maybe it wasn’t necessary for her to be able to write really well to be successful professionally,” Steinwinter says. “She could do it this way. I know that just filled her with a lot of hope.” He bought a high-end laptop for her and loaded it up with the speech recognition software and took it to her the next time he went to see her, a few weeks before Thanksgiving. “The plan was to see if she could also do some veterinarian transcription type stuff,” he says. “She was eager to have a go at it.” But this time around, for whatever reason, her speech was off just enough that the system didn’t do a good enough job transcribing what she was saying. It was frustrating, but she kept at it for hours—to the point that she was barely intelligible.

“Here was the problem,” says Steinwinter. “A few weeks earlier there had been this giant breakthrough and all the hopes that went with it. And all of a sudden she was crashing into a wall. I think that did two things to her. It robbed her of a technical solution to a problem. But it also isolated her further and just reminded her—other people have trouble understanding me and so does the computer and here I am stuck in this awful situation.”

Mariah has spent her whole life on a mountain. On the rare occasion that her smarts and strengths didn’t carry her all the way to the top, the sheer force of her will made up the difference. Now picture Mariah sitting there at that computer, trying to train it to recognize her voice—a voice she couldn’t quite control, a voice she herself didn’t even really recognize as her own. Imagine her talking into the machine over and over and not being able to make it understand. Imagine her heart breaking as this failure washes over her. Is she giving up—or is she letting go?

One afternoon, Mariah and her mother are sitting in companionable silence in Mariah’s room at Mologne House. “What are you thinking about, Mariah?” King asks. “I’m thinking I had a wonderful life before the stroke,” she answers. Her mother can’t help but remember when she has heard Mariah say something like that before.

Perhaps that wonderful life—filled as it has been with dogged ambition and grand accomplishment—has left Mariah unsuited for a decidedly imperfect body, for a life that is not of her own choosing. Whatever the reason, a few weeks later, on December 24, 2009, 18 months after the stroke, while her mother is out running some last-minute errands for the holiday, Mariah makes one final, heartbreaking choice—to end her own life.

It is her mother who finds her, as Mariah must have known it would be. That morning, she had painstakingly signed a homemade Christmas card for King, made from one of her earlier wildlife drawings. “I love you, Mom,” it said, in handwriting so quivery it looked like it had been written with an Etch-a-Sketch. Now, King opens the door to Mariah’s room at the Mologne House, anticipating the holiday evening ahead with Mariah home. Moments later, she is back into the hallway, crying for help, crying because there can be no help.

In Boston, Mark Steinwinter is following his family out the door to Christmas Eve service when the phone rings. Upon hearing the news that Mariah is gone, he takes a step backwards to sit down but misses, landing on the floor.

Clay won’t learn of his sister’s death until the next day. When his father tries to break the news to him gently, Clay screams an endless, echoing “Noooooooooooo”—perhaps equal in weight to all of the hope and love the family had put into holding Mariah up until she could find her own way.

King opened the Metro section of the Washington Post the day after Mariah’s death to see Mariah’s picture front and center. Ironically, the Post has chosen Christmas Day to run a story that has been in the works for some time on the equine therapy program for wounded warriors at Fort Meyer.

In the days and months to come, King will mourn for her daughter. She will spend sleepless nights going through all of the drawings and paintings and scraps of writing that Mariah left behind, trying to hold onto her daughter, trying to not be buried by her grief.

But on this raw Christmas morning, King is jarred, and then comforted to see her daughter’s familiar face. In the photo, Mariah is wearing the softest pink sweatshirt. She has just finished grooming a gentle white horse named Minnie, her favorite, and is hugging her, her face almost buried in Minnie’s neck. It’s a beautiful photo—a benediction of sorts. She is hanging on for dear life, it seems. And she is saying good-bye.

Mariah King Steinwinter Kochavi was buried with full honors in Arlington National Cemetery, her caisson pulled by some of the very horses that she rode at Fort Meyer, including Minnie.

The Bequest

The Bequest: Leslie Farmer '72 Left the College Millions, but Who Was She?

Leslie Farmer was a young woman on edge, awkward and eccentric, someone who didn’t fit in easily. Classmates who entered Pomona with her in 1963 recall Leslie as something of an outsider by choice—if they recall her at all. “I don’t remember seeing her interacting companionably with anyone else,” wrote one contemporary in response to my query on the class of ’67 listserv.  Another could only remember her name and seeing her “lookbook” photo, but nothing particular about Leslie. Yet another classmate only had a memory of meeting Leslie in passing.

Some of Leslie’s obscurity likely stemmed from the fact that she left Pomona as a junior for a one-semester study abroad in Beirut and didn’t return for five years, staying on as a freelance reporter. But even in Lebanon, where you’d expect American expats to share a sense of camaraderie, she was hard to get to know. Editor Bill Tracy and illustrator Penny Williams-Yaqub worked with her in Beirut, and were surprised at how little they could recall of Leslie on a personal level. “Bill and I are always very interested in people,’’ says Williams-Yaqub, adding that, looking back, they both were stunned “that we didn’t know more about her.”

After she died in 2007, enigmatic Leslie left one more mystery. As the details of her estate were sorted out over months and then years, it emerged that Leslie had bequeathed millions of dollars to the College. The gift was unexpected—she had never tipped the College to her plans—and Leslie had had scant contact with Pomona in recent years. News of Leslie’s out-of-nowhere bequest, along with mention of her unusual stint in the Middle East as a student, eventually crossed my desk and set off my quest to learn more about her.

Leslie’s social seclusion and the lack of any close living relatives— she was single, an only child and both of her parents are deceased—meant some aspects of her life remained beyond reach. But her love for writing made it possible to piece together a lot of Leslie’s story from her many flecks of commentary and personal reflection still scattered around the web. It also helped that Leslie did indeed go on to forge a few lasting ties with people over the years and that, once again through the wonders of the web, some of the people who knew her best still could be found.

The Leslie Farmer found here was a talented writer, green-thumbed gardener, chronic book hoarder, pointed observer, fearless explorer of cultures and a lover of languages (studying Arabic, Czech, French and Italian at different points). It seems she could get swept up in just about anything that had to do with the life of the mind. But she also struggled to find her footing in life, following her intellectual fancies as a sort of eternal grad student. She saw the world: Her story reaches from Los Angeles to Beirut, from sand-swept Arabia to the cobblestone streets of Prague, and finally to the Garden District of New Orleans and the imposing, columned home where she died. And if Leslie never quite overcame her afflictions and limitations, she certainly did defy them. Tracy, one of Leslie’s Beirut editors, didn’t get to know her well, but he was on to something about Leslie from the start: “The first time I met her, she was painfully shy and very quiet. And yet there she was, a single woman traveling in Beirut, Lebanon … I thought, ‘there’s something here, she’s got some courage and guts.’”

LESLIE HELM FARMER WAS BORN in 1945 in Los Angeles to society-page parents and, no doubt, to plenty of drama, right from the start. Her mother was a former movie actress, Fay Helm, who appeared in dozens of films in the ’30s and ’40s, typically in smaller character parts but also in some larger roles, including one in the still-admired film noir thriller Phantom Lady (“A night he could not forget … with a woman he could not remember!”). Leslie’s biological father Jack Hardy was a prominent L.A. attorney, often in the papers, who earned the most ink for the sensational murder trial in which he won acquittal for a wife who had helped kill her brutally violent husband with a meat cleaver.

Fay and Jack Hardy divorced, not-so-amicably, shortly after Leslie was born, and Leslie would later write of how she had only seen her birth-father in a picture and had never met his family. Fay quickly remarried and, by all accounts, Leslie adored her adoptive father, Albert O. Farmer, a Beverly Hills dentist. The family lived in the rustic Mandeville Canyon neighborhood of Brentwood, and Leslie had a palomino named King and what sounded, in many ways, like an idyllic life. Years later, Leslie wrote a tribute to Albert’s gentleness and decency, praising how he could be a “‘man’s man’ and still not be a boor, a bully or domestic tyrant.” She tells of celebrating her 10th birthday in London, where her father bought her a carved wood swan she spotted in an antique shop.

But the next year, when Leslie was only 11, her father was hospitalized for a hernia operation. “Forty-eight hours later he was dead, victim of a rare blood cancer that was kicked into acute mode by the surgery,” Leslie wrote in an online posting many years later. From then on, it was just Leslie and mom. To put it succinctly, they were not close, at least by Leslie’s account.

As a teen, Leslie attended the private Westlake School for Girls in L.A., and then gained admission to Pomona. It’s not clear how Leslie decided to go to Lebanon (the 1964 Metate makes fleeting reference to her performing “songs from the Near East” at the five-college Smudge Pot Coffee House). Alan Hayes ’67 does recall that the intense and pale-looking Leslie had an interest in Islam, which was very unusual at the time, and that she once asked a Jewish student whether he spoke Arabic. According to Hayes: “Some people who were in that conversation later spoke of this as an example of Leslie’s social ineptitude, which I suppose it was, but I thought it was kind of charming all the same.”

Hayes, in fact, is the first person I came across who saw something more in Leslie, recalling her as “an original … and kind of complicated, which is to say confused, which struck me at the time, being a floundering adolescent myself, as an appealing authenticity.” And maybe Pomona as an institution saw something too: She would become the first Pomona student to study in the Middle East as part of the Experiment in International Living, according to articles from the time.

In Beirut, she took university Arabic classes and stayed with a young Lebanese woman named Fatima and her mother, forging a friendship Leslie would never forget. “Fatima was liberal, pretty, intelligent and not over-concerned at that time with religion or politics,” Leslie wrote in a letter decades later. When her one-semester study abroad was up, Leslie decided to stay. Maybe it was an easy choice: Bill Tracy, then an editor at Aramco World Magazine, recalls Beirut at that time was the place to be in the Middle East, a city so cosmopolitan that someone chatting at a cocktail party might shift from French to Arabic to English in the same sentence. There was plenty of work for journalists, as the city was home to dozens of newspapers. Among the papers she reported for from Egypt and Jordan as well as Lebanon was the Beirut Daily Star, the top English-language paper read throughout the Middle East. Aramco World, which reported on the region with funding from the massive Arabian American Oil Company, provided what might have been her most memorable assignment (still found online at www.saudiaramcoworld.com) in which she traveled across Saudi Arabia for a piece for a special issue about women in the Arab world.

“When the last vestings of the veil have disappeared, those who regret its passing will, I think, be few, symbolizing, as it does, the shadow of a time when women from the lowest to the highest, the most educated to the illiterate, were begrudged not only freedom of marriage, of association, of movement, but even the light of day,” was Leslie’s poetic ending to a piece titled “The Veil: A Darkness at Noon.”

The Arabian journey was unusual for a Western woman and, Tracy says, Leslie had to carry a letter of introduction from Aramco. “It was a little iffy,” adds her long-ago editor. She traveled with the illustrator Williams-Yaqub who recalls Leslie was “very edgy,” and then volunteers a thought: “I don’t know if she was stable. I’m not sure.” But Leslie pulled off the assignment, writing the lead-off piece for the issue, which on the cover featured a Saudi woman at school in Lebanon wearing large sunglasses instead of a veil. “Leslie is one of the few people, when she wrote something, the editor didn’t really play with it,” says Tracy, going on to note that her pieces always had the right beginning, middle and climax. “It was just structured exactly the way it was supposed to be.”

 LESLIE’S OWN STORY DOESN’T hold together quite so neatly and proportionately. It is known that Leslie came home from the Middle East by 1971 and Pomona allowed her to resume her studies, which was no sure thing after five years away. She graduated with the Class of ’72 with a degree in English. After that she settled in the San Francisco Bay Area, but her undertakings for the next two decades can only be lightly traced with help from a few scattered class notes she submitted to this magazine. In 1976, she wrote in to say she was pursuing her master’s in communications at Stanford: “I have just sent out a fresh flock of poems to various magazines, and while awaiting the first rejection slip, am growing bulbs indoors and learning to play the corrugahorn.” Two years later, she reported she was doing much the same thing—writing poems and sending “I-toldyou-so letters” to editors regarding Lebanon after civil war broke out there— except she had now dropped out of Stanford.

Perhaps it is no coincidence that it was in 1991, near the end of this long, possibly difficult period, when her time at Pomona and in the Middle East may have seemed more and more seminal, that she laid out her estate plans. Half would go to the College and the other half to Fatima, the old friend from Lebanon she had kept in correspondence with. Leslie’s last class note, in 1992, is particularly cryptic, as she writes of hoping to “bench press her own weight and see spring in Damascus in the forseeable [sic] future.”

Within a few years Leslie would indeed find her spring, though in Prague instead of Damascus. The mid-’90s would bring Leslie a new obsession—the Czech Republic—and a new friend. And if her interest in Eastern Europe seemed to come out of nowhere, her friend Jarmila Marie Skalna explains that Leslie’s Czech obsession had roots in … Beirut.

During Leslie’s time there, decades earlier, she heard the news that a 20-year-old student named Jan Palach had lit himself on fire in Prague’s central square to protest the Soviet invasion that snuffed out then-Czechoslovakia’s growing democracy movement.Palach was a few years younger than Leslie, and she was captivated by the idea that someone that age could make such a statement. Leslie’s glimmer of interest was pushed aside by other matters until, somehow, it was rekindled decades later and she went looking for someone to teach her Czech. She was referred to Skalna, a Czech writer who with her husband left her homeland and settled in the Bay Area a decade earlier. The lessons were fruitful. “She learned Czech incredibly fast and well,” says Skalna.

In 1995, Leslie made her first trip to Prague and, as Skalna recounts, she was enthralled, even leaving a poem she had written about Palach at a monument to the Czech martyr. Upon her return home, Leslie delved deeper into all things Czech: music, films and the writers Kundera and Capek. She worked and worked on her own, perhaps-never-finished book getting inside the minds of two doomed Czech soldiers as they holed up inside a church after assassinating SS leader Reinhold Heydrich in a famous World War II incident.

In this productive phase in her life, Leslie finally went back to complete her master’s degree—Skalna suggests Leslie was trying to please her mother—at San Jose State. She kept returning to the Czech Republic, managing to connect her obsession there to her work back in grad school. “I was so astounded and ravished by the baroque architecture of Prague that I somehow persuaded my department to let me do a long magazine article on historic restoration in Prague as my thesis,” Leslie wrote online. Leslie visited the Czech Republic for a third time, in 1997, this time to study the language at a school in Brno in south Moravia. She did quite well, making it to the highest level of the beginner program, and she kept in touch with Skalna by email. “She was very happy there,” says Skalna.

Leslie’s happiness came despite what Skalna calls her “obvious social problems,” and some of the students at the Czech school had names for her. What was it about Leslie? Skalna’s take is that she just didn’t make a good first impression on people. “But later on when you started knowing her and you became closer and she opened herself (up), she was very enjoyable company,” says Skalna, who wrote a chapter about Leslie in her self-published book, Who Needs Dreams?, about interesting people she has met over the years.

Well-read Leslie was not big on banter, and when she did have something to say, she was quite blunt. “She had a very, very personal opinion on everything,” adds Skalna. “She was not easily influenced by someone’s thought or ideas. … She would be a very good critic—she got right to the point.”

When it came to the Czech Republic, though, Leslie’s enthusiasm for detail overtook her ability to critique her own dense writing about the nation, says Skalna. Leslie, despite her productive freelance career in the Middle East decades earlier, didn’t get much published during this time. Still, she always saw herself as a journalist. “She wanted to be a writer,” says Skalna. “It was her inside wish.”

Perhaps Leslie just wasn’t cut out for the hassles and indignities that come with making a living as a writer, and, at any rate, she may not have needed a regular job. According to Skalna, Leslie was living off a trust fund, which it appears she carefully stewarded. In the Bay Area, she lived in a modest apartment in East Palo Alto, where the rents were lower than in Palo Alto proper and other well-off Silicon Valley cities.

The place held boxes of books, Skalna recalls fondly. When Leslie once talked of leaving her library to Skalna one day, her friend begged her not to, knowing she couldn’t handle all those tomes. Skalna did accept from Leslie some flowering cyclamen bulbs (tubers if you want to get technical) which Leslie had brought from Jordan decades ago and kept replanting. Along with books, gardening was one of Leslie’s great obsessions, and she had a knack for reviving seemingly vanquished plants. She had a particular interest in tending flowering bulbs, like the white-and-pink petaled cyclamens. Maybe that’s the metaphor for Leslie: she was not a wallflower by any means, but one of those rare bulbs, with the best of her hidden and easy to miss unless you held out for the bloom.

LESLIE PULLED UP ROOTS IN THE year 2000. She liked living in the Bay Area but felt home prices there were just too high for her budget, according to Skalna. She chose New Orleans—long a magnet for eccentric writer types — drawn by the French influences. “She thought she would be happy there,” says Skalna, who once visited her for Mardi Gras. And, at first, she almost certainly was. Leslie bought a spacious, imposing, two-story home with columns out front and located on the edge of the city’s upscale Garden District. She became an incessant poster on what became the Google group neworleans.general and sometimes attended social gatherings of its members, who wore aluminum-foil hats when they met for lunch. She soaked up the local color, donning costume for Mardi Gras and even trying out recipes for cooking nutria, the water rodents that plague Louisiana’s coast. “She loved New Orleans, she really did,’’ says Jane Dumestre, who met Leslie through the online group. About Leslie, she says, “We all have our own little quirks. I think she was just over our heads.”

Along with writing on the Internet, Leslie fired off more than her share of punchy little letters to the editor of the New Orleans Times-Picayune, like this one published in April 2003, shortly after President George W. Bush launched the Iraq War: “I can’t decide whether your March 29 headline, ‘Guerrillas aren’t fighting fair,’ is horrifying, funny or both. According to Webster’s Third New International Dictionary, guerrilla war is irregular war carried on by independent bands. In other words, not to fight fair is their raison d’etre …”

As she had for so many years, Leslie continued her practice of exchanging letters with her old friend Fatima in Lebanon. But sometime in 2003, Leslie lost touch with her and began posting urgent messages in a Google group devoted to Lebanon: “I keep getting your letters but mine always come back to me, although sent to your latest address … I’m worried that you’re in much worse health than you mention.” She contacted the Lebanese chancellery in Washington for help and even pled with radio stations in Beirut to broadcast her message. “I’m worried about Fatima, particularly as she wrote of being sick and her mother and maternal aunt died of the same disease,” read another posting.

It’s unclear whether she ever did hear from Fatima again and,even as she worried about her old friend, Leslie was facing her own health troubles. About a year earlier, Leslie was diagnosed with dystonia, a movement disorder that brings involuntary muscle contractions, which Leslie experienced in her neck and upper body. Hers was not a mild case. “She went to every doctor she could think of. There was no solution,” says Dumestre.

Spasms brought on by the disease sometimes caused her head to turn sharply to the side and, in time, Leslie began losing her ability to speak. Using her hands also became more and more difficult, beginning to cut her off from her typing, her lifeline to the world. Her emails became terse. “She was very clever in writing, but when she got sick her writings were more like pieces of broken glass,” says Skalna, who recalls crying as she spoke with her friend on the phone. “You read some small paragraph that was very bright and then she stopped writing because she was in pain.”

Amid all this came Katrina. In the days after the hurricane hit New Orleans in 2005, Skalna, back in California, hadn’t heard from Leslie, so she signed up at the Red Cross office in Palo Alto to volunteer to help in New Orleans and go look for Leslie. Before she left, Leslie, who had been evacuated to a nearby town, got a note to a church volunteer to call Skalna and let her know she was OK. Her home sustained water damage, but was standing. After Leslie returned to the city, though, her condition continued to deteriorate, and she gave up walking, even driving. At times, Skalna says, Leslie would have to crawl on her knees to get around the house.

Leslie was found dead inside the house in May 2007 after someone noticed her mail piling up. She died from complications of her dystonia, says estate administrator Michael Cooper, who adds that the official cause was recorded as asphyxia. Severe neck dystonia can affect the upper airway and bring breathing difficulties, according to the Dystonia Medical Research Foundation.

It appears that no memorial service was held—at least I could not find anyone who had attended one—and the estate handled the interment of Leslie’s remains at a funeral home just outside New Orleans. But her passing did not go completely unnoticed as the news trickled out a few months later in a Google group: “An eloquent and elegant mind that should be missed,” read one of the posts.

Later in 2007, the College received a letter stating that Leslie had left a bequest, which is not an unusual occurrence. Only over the ensuing months and years did it emerge how large and complicated this estate settlement would become. As mentioned earlier, Leslie left half to the College and half to her old friend

Fatima in Lebanon. So the estate administrator had to locate her old friend on the other side of the globe. In a sad turn, when Cooper did find her family, Fatima was in ill health, and she died only months after Leslie. It’s not even certain whether Fatima ever learned of Leslie’s passing. Cooper then had to seek out Fatima’s heirs. Add to this the complications of Katrina: water damage to Leslie’s home led to the loss of records that would have made it easier to sort out her assets, according to Cooper. Meanwhile, the estate of Leslie’s late mother, Fay, needed to be folded into Leslie’s, and valuations of numerous properties and mineral interests were required. When the last of the bequest is distributed, Pomona’s share will total upwards of $6 million.

Where will it go? As Pomona President David Oxtoby learned more about Leslie’s background and interests, he decided it would be fitting for her gift to go toward the College’s international initiatives, which will include a new foreign language immersion hall to replace Oldenborg and an adjacent center to house the College’s various internationally related programs under one roof. So the alumna who once seemed to leave such a light trace at Pomona will help change the campus’ face in a major way. And somewhere in one of those buildings, somewhere in that place, once-forgotten Leslie Farmer will be recognized by name.